TheTrueStoryOfRealFake

The world won't stop moving

2011-07-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

One thing I realize now, I cant depend on people.
Why is that? Because next semester all the drama will start.
I know I can't handle it well.
So I'm giving myself away to freedom.
I'm going to do my own thing for sure.
Starting with getting my own room.

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World is still the same.

2011-06-14T10:13:00.001+08:00

Let's talk about friends.

My previous friend is a finesse backstabber.
My present friend they are so selfish.

What makes a different?
NON. They all are piece of shit :)
More to pieces.

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i have nothing more to offer.

2011-03-10T00:04:00.002+08:00

i'm here.

alone sitting in the dark.

thinking all of the possible thing that can be done,

and i didn't make any single effort to change it.

is't because i'm too scared or i'm waiting for something to be done by others?

the question is not answer i seek.

i'm tired of this feeling.

the feeling of dissatisfied, lonely and

waiting for something to happen.

turn all this thing right around.

so today, i decide to let go of this past memories.

let them be as they are.

but this doesn't mean i will back down and give up.

this is not a failure.

what's matter now is i will fight for myself.

Bosan, aku dan penat.

2011-02-14T23:32:00.002+08:00

Detik demi detik,

saat demi saat.

setiap waktu aku megharapkan perubahan,

perubahan yang besaar dalam hidupku.

sering kali akan ku bayangkan,

jika hidup lebih bermakna jikalau dunia berputar dengan lebih perlahan,

mengikut rentak gaya tari ku,

tetapi tidak terdaya untuk aku mengejar waktu yang kini kian mejauh meniggalkan aku.

masih kah aku tertinggal ke belakang?

masih kah aku mengejar bayang-bayang yang tiada tuan empunya?

hari demi hari aku bangkit,

memperlihatkan masa yang silih berganti,

berarak pergi dari satu pantulan ke satu pantulan,

berganjak laju bak sinaran paradigma yang jauh masih tidak dikecapi oleh setiap jisim di dunia.

masih terpinga-pinga aku dalam kegelapan,

meraba di dalam lautan kaca, yang pasti akan mencederakan diri ku sendiri.

seringkali segala tingkah laku ini mencalar sinar padu diri ku,

yang masih merasa seperti dahan yang tidak berakar, seperti tanah tidak ber air,

merekah sepanjang jalan,

hingga di satu penghujung yang masih tiada penamatnya.

seringkali aku berharap,

agar semua ini dusta yang masih di dalam penipuan mimpi indah ku.

tapi berkali-kali ku utus cubitan di pahaku sendiri,

ini masih realiti yang harus aku tempuhi.

aku bosan! aku penat!

lenyapkan saja nyawa ku dihujung bibir mu.

What theee..

2011-02-02T09:10:00.001+08:00

Sumpah menyesal aku pernah bagi tahu dia dulu yang aku Suka dia.
And now dia dok habaq kat kawan kawan dia, yang aku dok fancy kat dia. Hahahah. Macam lahanat.

P/s: bahasa Jiwa Bangsa.

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Beware of the backstabber.

2011-01-25T21:09:00.002+08:00

Things that always struck me in this life is,

when there is always people who love to back stab their own friends.

and why is that?

is't because of jealousy? hobby? something to be proud of, so that you can tell a bedtime story to your grandchild when you are old?

This is one simple equation in life that i would never understand.

It's like you give all your heart on trusting this people, than a few minutes later..

everything goes upside down.

p/s: who says that life is going to be easy? your Grandmother? hahaha. screw her!

I miss you

2010-12-21T18:24:00.001+08:00

Arghhh I miss you.
Badly.

I miss you when you are always around for me,
You were always they when I need you.
Happy or sad.
I miss looking at you, while you are asleep.
To watch your face, to hold your hand the whole night.
To share the same pillow. I miss it, every single thing.

What I miss the most is when you are always giving me this positive vibe about everything is going to be fine,
While you comforting me with your stupid blurring.
It totally giving me this sunshine.

P/s: never fall in love with your one night stand.

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Straight to the message board

2010-12-15T16:45:00.001+08:00

How I wish my feeling toward you is real.
Well, it is real on my side, but yours?
I know it's a fucking joke. But....

It's hard. I never feels like this before.
With you, everything seems to be perfect.
And I'm enjoying every single minute of it.
Ah. Life is so hard for no reason sometimes like dick.
When it happens, we just need to fake the orgasm.
And everyone start to pretend that everything is Okey.

Arghhhh. I love you. I so do.
Hopefully this 3 days, we are going to enjoy ourselves,
Before you're leaving.

P/s: I'm bored

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Outing

2010-12-02T02:09:00.001+08:00

Today I went to shah alam,
And manage to give the birthday present I bought for Mia,
Glad that you like it.
Oh, and my mum told me that you are beuti-fool.
Hahahahahahahahha :p

The best part;

I when to Theater Natrah.
It was Okey la. 6 out of 10.
But PGL is the best for me.
So we are late to Istana Budaya.
The show start at 8.30, and we have to be in the Dewan 15 minute earlier. At it's already 8.10pm and we still stuck in the traffic jam.
So we decided to park in front of the General Hospital,
And walk to Istana Budaya.
Nasib Kau lah Laily, walking with your high heels.

Then after the show, we go lepak at Andalus.
Like usual shisha and Rahmat had his Lamb Arees.

After that we move to our 2nd location,
Look Out Point. Whoot! Whoot!
It was fun:
So breezy up there,
We had our Longan and Butter Fish Rice at Gasoline.

And the best part of the night!!!!!!!
Before they drop me off at my house, we went to Kosos,
To look for some Pondan!!!!

So Rahmat wave at one of the Pondan.
And he.... Opss. She show us his/her boobs!
What a night mannnn!!!!
We laugh our ass off!!!! Lol

P/s: I miss my gym session today. Tmrrw extra hour qt the gym, and dinner at Laily house!!! Whooot Whoot!!!

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Complicated

2010-11-25T12:10:00.001+08:00

When it comes to the decision of my life,
Then it's complicated.
When I'm in the heart break mode,
Then there are people who toy-ing with my heart.
So this is what I would say to you,
"I do; Fuck Off busted"

I don't need people to mess a round with my feeling.
Kan Dhiya Damia?
Hahaha.
We will take charge of the situation.
Yeah I will!

P/s: please don't make my heart go dup dap dup dap!

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Second chance is the end of it

2010-11-23T16:38:00.001+08:00

I can't forgive you anymore.
I can't take it anymore,
The pain that you put into me is just to much for me
I can't bear with it anymore
This is not the 1st time,
It's been a few time your hurt my feeling badly.

Well I do believe in 2nd chance,
But after the 3rd time you do the same thing, then SNAP!
Fuck you! You are out of my life

P/s: I know you must have been thinking why I've been keep a distance from you, the reason is I'm not going to be the 3rd wheel anymore. I'm tired of taking care your feeling, while my feeling is not being put into any account.

So the best solution is, I will still love you guys from a distance.

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Love is everywhere

2010-11-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

I love you, him, her and everyone.
That is my life is all about.
Loving everyone that I know, unconditionally.

But I guess that is not the best quality I have.
The worst quality! Yes it is.
It's easy for to love someone.
It can only takes a minute for me to fall in love.
But, when I put all my energy for this love,
And that person screw everything up.

Then I guess, serve you right Endy.
Ahhaaha. Thata why I would prefer being single,
And mingle around with everyone.

So everyone would be happy. Including me.

P/s: friendship suck big time!!!

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False Hope

2010-11-14T11:35:00.002+08:00

HELLO HORNY PEOPLE!

I just got back from somewhere that i could said, HEAVEN of this week.

hahahahaha. since i've been in a lot of mess lately, i take an initiative to walk away from the problem.

HEY! i need my time and space,

it's not like i'm Mother Theresa who can cope with all this life nonsense.

BULLSHIT right.

well, first of all i would like to say that i really miss my friends.

but i can't do anything about it. how pathetic it is right.

BOOOOOOOOOOO ME! and BOOOOOO you too "friendship"

but when one go, there will be another one to come. i believe that.

Because i believe in second chance, if you mess up the first one, there is always a second time.

but remember! lesson must be learned!

if not? say HELLO to HELL babeh!

Secondly, i'm suppose to be with someone.

i should be with her, but she been playing hide and seek.

and sorry to say. i hate playing that game so end up i fall in love with another person.

am i going to do this? because i know, if i fall in love with this second person,

i'm the one who is going to suffer.

because definitely there is nothing going to happen.

but still, i don't really know what is that person is into?

well, i could try, slowly. try to gain the love and affection,

and hopefully i will not end up in the "friend zone",

if not i need to call JJ and Ian from the Hitz.fm.

hahaha.

Oh! and stephen will always come and go.

so it's not a problem with me.

at least im happy being friend with him.

Right Stephy???

Next stop, EMOTION!

damnn! i hate this part man.

well still undecided what i really want.

so going to leave this one out from my list!

p/s: i had fun last night. Thanks dude foe cheering me up!

Happy family

2010-11-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

Well I just finish studying torts. It is so torturing.
Then my uncle cooked fish and wedges,
So all of us bersila at the coffee table and eat.
I feel very happy. It's like having family. A real family.

P/s: I miss my family.

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Wake Up call

2010-11-05T00:09:00.002+08:00

Zassssssssssssssssssssssss.

when i look down! BAMM!

i see my belly pot stomach!

curse you fat! ahahha.

i need to do something about it. FAST!

if not, damnn.. im going to look ugly like the kids next door.

HAHAHA. sorry if you are reading this.

so what am i going to do now?

back to reality. i won't and never will get fat like the last time.

i wont allow it to happen!

so i got to workout hard after my finals.

SUPER HARD! like jogging every fucking day.

twice a day if possible.

then gym! yes! gym! i need it.

so jogging at morning and evening. gym in between.

wait! if i need to start this program, and want it to be EFFECTIVE,

i can work then.

should i work for this 1 month holiday? hurmm.

DAMNNNN! i want to work! i miss working!

;(

*phone ringging*

it's my mum!

hahaha. Mama nak shopping! ahaha ;p

i love you too...

okey! wait! no shopping until i get my body back! yes! that is my promise to myself.

weight target 70kg! can i? yes i can!!!!

p/s: when i was a little kid, i love dangdut very much. that is the time when i get to gelek with my mum. ;)

SNAP! Back to reality...

2010-10-31T19:09:00.002+08:00

3 down, 2 more to go.

haishhh. this semester is treating me like an asshole.

and i don't know why.

the only thing that i hope, i will pass all the subject. AMIN.

well actually this past 2 weeks is been a gloomy weeks for me.

and i dont know why,

maybe everything happen at the same time,

all the problem had meet each other in one center point.

macam ada "perjumpaan masalah-masalah Amir Affendy sedunia".

HAHAHA.

but whatever happen, i need to be though!

never give up!

oh! one more thing, im in dilemma.

between love and goodbye?

i dont want to stay in the middle anymore.

im tired. too tired.

well thats it!

p/s: i still remember there was this one abang senior. jambu nak mampos! and perasan hensem. we called him Abang Mithali, sebab selalu teman adik dia swimming. ahaha.

okey. cerita dia mcm ni, dia kata kalau nak jadi putih mcm dia, pakai sabun DOVE, and aku pun try la! tak putih2 pun sampai sekarang! kurang hasam, kencing aku la tu!

Being yourself is the hardest thing to do

2010-10-28T16:32:00.001+08:00

Currently I'm in the Finals exam mood.
Done with 2 paper. MLS and TITAS.

Well this is the sissy part of me.
I can't cope up with pressure and stress.
Seriously I can't.
So because of the MLS is treating me like shit,
So I take the initiative to mengadu at mama and papa.
( menangis la wei)
Damnnn..... I need to be thougher!? Yeah! Stop being the Mama boys!!! Yes! No I can't...

The second best thing in my life is being the mama boy!

Man! I had this feeling,
The one that you feel horrified but you can't describe it at people at all. Damnnn. That is what I feel lately.

I'm scared of failing. Failing law! Law subject! Law paper! Law course! Hurmmmm. Life is tough though.

Oh! Great news! Erkkk. Maybe not.
I've been short listed for Biasiswa yayasan bank rakyat.
But there is a test that consist of 4 topic that I need to ho through. Watafakkk!!! I'm not good in this kind of matter. Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu life!

Huhhhhhh. Okey. I need to stop bitching around now.
Real world is waiting for me.

P/s: great! Another hell is waiting for me. Berjihad ke arah constitution paper this Saturday!

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VavaVoooom

2010-10-24T10:13:00.000+08:00

Hahaha. Yesterday was a stress free day! Yippie!
I got home around 10am, then had a nice rest for 2 hours.
Mama made lunch yesterday. Ohh my....
It was DELICIOUS! She cooked masak lemak telur itik with Adam Pedas ikan pari. Hahaha. Beat that!

Then later on the evening, we went to KLCC.
Ohhhh!!!!! The Topman Shipflag Store is remarkable HUGE!!!

I don't even know where to start from.
Haha. And I don't do any shopping, mum the ones who got plenty of stuff to buy! She bought A LOT of cloth. Hahaha. She's trying to change her look nowadays.

And I bought a bag! 70% off babeh!!!! Real lather!

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Never trust other people

2010-10-22T18:15:00.000+08:00

How can a question be a statement?
Come on think! Use your brain, before making any conclusion.
This kind of situation is really making me fucked up.
Haishhh.
And now my reputation is definitely going to be on the negative side.
I'm tired really tired.

Yes! Maybe to you this is a small issue, but to me it is not!
And it's easy for you to say it, because I'm the victim in this case. Not you!

P/s: tired mentally and physically. And my feeling hurts badly.

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GraveYard

2010-10-22T16:53:00.001+08:00

Ohh my!!!! Studying at the library without Mia is sooo boring!!! Mia I need you! Pulanglah ke pangakal jalan!
Hahahahah :p

P/s: I post this through email.

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THE DAY I RISE, IS THE DAY YOU FALL

2010-10-18T20:31:00.002+08:00

Since Dhiya Damia sibuk kata aku dah lama tak update blog kan,

so aku nak update LAGI ni.

LOL.

well, today i start my day with Semayang Subuh.

ALHAMDULLILAH.

Then pergi class MLS yang katanya start 10am, tp hurmm. tau jelakan.

Start at 10.35am. Yang part paling best! habis at 10.55. GEMPAK kan! terbaik mah!

so i spent the rest of my day at Library! fushhh! gua semangat baca MLS today,

habis lah 1 Chapter! hahahaha. berlambak lagi aku x cover ni! mampos aku!

After a hard long exercise with my hand and brain,

i decide to go for a late lunch with my Roomies...(sounds so gay)

hahahha.

i had a great meal at Barra. but kecewa sebab tak dapat makan Cheese Naan, kena makan Nasi because of yesterday i haven't ate any Nasi at all. so kalau nak mampos kena gastric sila kan lah.

then we go for COOL BLOG babeh! ahaha. experiment time, i bought 2 drinks today.

1. strawberry with chocolate syrup, taste like "blueeekkkkkkkk", but somehow Semut likes it. Pelik betul lah lidah keling ni. wakakaka.

and...

2. Vanilla with Strawberry Syrup. ohMAAAYYYgosh! the taste was like heaven, well. not that heavenly la. but it taste like Sundae Strawberry at McDonald. so it's okey i guess.

next time! im going to stick with Honeydew and Chocolate!!!!!

no more experiment!!!

p/s: kalau kerbau pendek kita panggil apa? "BABI"! kalau kerbau panjang kita panggil apa? "ENDY"! sumpah tak lawak. HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA. semut memang lah keling! ;p

wakakkaka...................

You are not the only EXCEPTION

2010-10-15T21:52:00.003+08:00

This last few month i haven't care about my body weight and figure at all.

One thing for sure, "I am FAT now", the obvious part it is "belly pot"! and i grew BOOBIES!

how cool is that!! hahaha.

i got my own boobies!

FUCKER!

Since im so productive this past few month in gaining weight,

people start to mocking me back. WATAFAK! This is the reason that i want to be skinny at the first place!

eh! not that skinny! at least put my weight back on track. let say around 70-75kg?

hows that?

if i can do it tthe last time, for sure i can do it again.

but it's involve a lot of works to do.

Let's start with cutting down access of food inside my throat.

hahha. YES I CAN DO IT!

POSITIVE THINKING la weih.

in this matter Critical Thinking is not require at all.

Then start workout! workout! WORKOUT!

haishh. this is the part where the word "LAZY" come in!

damn it! this is what you get when you practice sleeping every evening.

eh! not sleeping! but taking a "nap".

Bullshit la kau, it still the same kot.

Fat Burner? do i need those thing?

i guess i need it if i want a quicky result!

hahahah. mana la pula aku nak cari duit?!

damn. currently in the "papakedana" situation la wei.

arghhhh! the temptation of buying new cloth is so towering oh.

but i can't! do not waste your money on cloth when you are gaining weight!

thats what im going to do.

i will buy shoes instead. and..... gadget!

hee ;)

what else?

i guess thats it.

DONE!!!

p/s: still not move on. inside i still live in pre-law life.

They rainbow ain't always beautiful

2010-09-22T17:55:00.004+08:00

So yesterday i was on twitter the whole day, and then Nabil posted a tweet like this:

" Retweet this if your bestfriends name begins with: A, F, S, W, N, M, R, J, H, P, D, B, or T."

Bestfriend:

1. Najat

2. Shahir

3. Azza

4. Wan Azleen

Best Schoolmate:

1. Hanie

2. Ashfan

3. Afiq

4. Ayuni

5. Wanie

6. Amal

7. Farahin

8. Farah

9. Thoo Kok Yoong

Brotherhood:

1. Farez

2. Rahmat

3. Shahrul

Classmate UiTM:

1. Dhiya Damia

2. Aniesah

3. Fatin

4. Ain Maryam

5. Asnieda

6. Alkamil

7. Azzah Zatil

8. Arnie Azreen

Best Cousin:

1. Farra Alia

then i guess y life is complete now. ahha

Est. 1963: Coffee Bean

2010-08-23T01:00:00.001+08:00

So here i am, drinking Double Chocolate on my bed.
thanks to Stephen for the free delivery. hahaha.
even though i ask for Starbucks, but you get for me Coffee Beans.
Thanks a lot. at least you made my day.

i've been trying to avoid you since the last 2 month.
and end up, you are happen to be one of the remarkable friend.
thanks. for helping me to sort out my problem.

damn. this pass few weeks it really hard for me.
i hate being the the one who people put the blame on,
i hate being the only person who always feel insecure,
i hate not having the whole time without you,
i hate this kind of problem is pulling me away from the real world.

damn it! life is really fucking me up!

its hard to live with hypocrite people.
when you are in front of them, they look nice and like "oh! you are my bestfriend"
but at your back, they do really wanna fuck you until you are dead.
this is what i've been facing lately.
it's like suddenly an angel came to the rescue, and open up my eyes,
and tells me "my young child! all of your friend is bastard! well not all of them, but most of them. so you should be careful, because they all are alien who have muka bertalam-talam like kueh talam yang macam kueh bendera tu, the one that your grandma always bought for you at kedai Mak Jah. so my dear child, please fuck them up, before they fuck you".

wow! thanks angel! for giving me the advice in my dream. hahahahaha.
it's helping me A LOT and you open up my eyes.

so the conclusion of the story is:

im tired of being the one who always cares about your feeling, and you dont give a damn about mine.
im tired of being the one that being left out everytime.
aku penat jadi orang yang selalu cakap nya tidak di ambil kira, sebab hanya kata kau je yang betul!
aku penat jadi tunggul, bila di panggil baru datang, bila tidak diperlukan aku di tinggal kan.

the only thing that i can say is: FUCKKKKKKK OFFF!!!!!
it doesn't mean that i won't survive without you.
because i wont fall back, when you ditch me.
because it will only make me stronger.

I WILL SURVIVE. YEAHHH! YEAHHH!

p/s: world! please tell me that i'm not in love.

WORLD: "Dear endy, you are not in love! satisfy?". LOL

Congratulation Bestfriend

2010-07-25T23:16:00.002+08:00

even though i didn't go to your match.

but you WON!

congrats. i'm very proud of you bro!

Life is not simple as A B C SHIT!

2010-07-24T00:18:00.004+08:00

wawawawawawawawawawawawawa.

1 + 1 + 1+ 1 = 1 billion problem is heading to me.

i'm like fucking tired.

everytime i try to solve a problem, then other problem will seek for me.

what the hell.

stop looking and sticking on me PROBLEM!

i dont need you lah.

shuhhhhh....shuhhhh... go away and dont come near me at all.

damn it la.

say "YES" to this.

2010-07-18T22:03:00.003+08:00

can someone please buy this for me.

or Santa! i want this for my Christmas Present.

piggy piggy pleaseeee.

currently i'm in love with this phone.

can anyone please exchange this phone with my iPhone,

;)

p/s: this is definitely a fling!

done with doubt i guess

2010-07-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

Kira nya dah 2 minggu aku dekat UiTM.

class masih belum terasa lagi, maybe because of there is no any tutorial class.

the 3rd week start la puaka!

hahaha.

still tak cakap lagi dengan Classmate. Nafsu serakah aku tak membuak lagi untuk aku berinteraksi dengan mereka. aku akan suka jual mahal. puki haram! wakakakkaa.

Room mate okey! the best, im happy.

Rahmat pindah rumah baru next week, so im going to be alone lah kan dekat Kolej.

the idea of renting the house with him and Hariz, is a good idea.

but for the moment i dont think i can afford it.

and i like my room mate.

i can live with them. for NOW.

;)

PERKAD!

hahaha.

1 week dah berlatih. im so fucking in love with this.

KESATRIA, you are my life saver. im having fun somehow.

the Commander is effing incredible. lawak sangat lah terbaik!

can't stop laughing when bila start masuk barisan lah kan.

Commander BOBO and Hafiz terbaik!

p/s: today ada this *&%$#@! at INTEKMA.

and otw balik dalam bus, "aku rindu ex classmate"

Something to cheer me up

2010-07-08T20:48:00.002+08:00

So yesterday was something that i wish for a long time.

I've never had a fun like yesterday in a month.

yesterday was 7th July 2010,

It's USHER babeh! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAA.

it was fun.

i went to the concert with Laily, Rahmat, Arnie and Adad.

as usual, im always going to be the 3rd person.

i am so lameeeeee. get a life(note to myself) LOL.

so after usher we when for dinner.

more lik supper actually. at Wadi Hadramawt!

ohh. im loving the food, like always.

Food, do you know that you are so delicious.

then we proceed to watch the match at Al-Andalus.

im so freaking disappointed with GERMAN!

darn it! what happen to you lah. haiyaaa.

by the time i reach shah alam is already 6am.

so, mandi and bget ready to class lah.

and i had a lots of sleep today. but im still feeling sleepy.

and tired! shit. need my own bed at home and air-cond will fix me better.

p/s: still struggling to find the answer why am i here at uitm.

Back in UiTM

2010-07-07T10:16:00.002+08:00

I decide to continue my studies in Law field. Crap! why endy? why?

sometimes i'm confuse with myself. well to be accurate is every single fucking day.

ha ha ha.

life is just being life.

we just need to live our life.

like C.J told me "nobody going to die as a virgin, because life fuck us all".

since then, i'm stick with this motto. Hallelujah!

a part of me still thinking what the hell i'm doing in UiTM,

woke up everyday, the feel of not belonging, it's really hard for me.

going to the class that i never like the people inside it. had to pretend i love everyone in the class.

pretending that i'm okey with everything. jezzzzzzzz. i don't want to be like this.

it's killing me inside. really bad.

i wish everything could be normal like the last 2 semester.

having my classmate. my brotherhood, my old room, my family and even my friend back home.

now, everything goes missing somewhere.

i couldn't reach them if i want to.

it's hard for me loose everything that i love in one shot.

maybe it's my fault, because i never ask Allah. i never pray to Him, and never ever make Him as my companion.

but this is something that i can't give any answer.

having a small black dot inside your heart that is always going to eat up everything inside you,

and make yourself feel terrible.

but i ain't going to give up! because the life that i've been living in, is the life to make my parents feel proud on me. even though they are not happy like the old days.

so what can i do now is try to blend in with other people.

get my head straight and try to live the life that Allah already plan for me.

P/S: i have nothing to say.

April is the month of "please go and fuck yourself"

2010-04-29T08:49:00.006+08:00

hahahhaahaha. sumpah the headline kelakar.

citt. puji diri sendiri, bodoh sangat.

okey so aku start kerja bulan april kan,

and now dah nak end of april.

so this whole month best la, the staff semua best.

oh yang staff aku benci dah letak jawatan. so macam aman sikit dunia aku ni.

buat masa sekarang, everyone at my work place is loving me. so i dont have problem with that.

im happy, and they all are happy too.

;)

so the whole month ni, im stuck in a love triangle.

i dont even know how i can caught in this fucking problem

(sorry for the word, i love to curse) ;p

thank god i can solve it.

oh! the whole month is full of FLING i tell you.

1) im sooo in love with this one person, who every time she walk across me will make me mesmerize, the smell of that person perfume is like "WOW". make me want to kiss her. arghhhh. love. bullshit. ahah.

2) oh! this one staff at GAP! she is making crazy. ahhaa. the face is like heaven. she is my type, i knew it! she always come to Topman, and i dont know why. she love to browse around only.

(beli utk pakwe kot) LOL

oh! oh! i got myself a iPhone. ahahha. ;p

habis gaji aku! Dhiya Damia kita kembar kan sekarang! im lovin it!

shit! my birthday is like shit!

my parents lupa my birthday, sedih sangat!

dia org ingatkan on 24th april, but rupanya 23rd april.

;(

nasib baik Arnie datang Kl, and nak celbrate birthday aku! yeahhh!

dia belanja makan dekat The Apartment. yeahhh! thanks babe

i had fun! thanks arnie for the cake. sumpah you are the best! are i miss threesome with you and rahmat!

;(

p/s: im misssing my friends at UiTM!

this is what happen when you are bored

2010-03-25T14:17:00.002+08:00

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i can't stand it anymore.

im bored to the maximum level.

well. i have rm50 in the pocket.

but there is a lot of thing that i want to buy.

let me list it up for you guys.

1. Skin the series (season 1-4)

2. maximum ride book series by james patterson.

hahaha. 2 barang je aku nak beli. padahal semuanya 10 barang! ahhaha.

well!

i got a job! as usual at Topman la kan.

but aku ambik Contract staff je.

at least okey lah dari part-tme.

gaji contract staff pun sama je dgn full timer.

so 3 bulan gaji aku nak simpan!

no shopping! yes!

so nak kumpul duit.

apa nak beli?

i want to buy either iPhone or Blackberry.

which one should i buy.

iPhone: i love this fun very much. because it has a lot of application. everything about it is complete lah! terbaik lah.

Blackberry: the reason i want this phone is because BBM. i can use BBM to contact with ****** everyday. so it is not costly la nak msg mcm biasa. eventhough dia kat indonesia, but still can contact dia hari-hari. yeahh! but that is the only function i like a bout BB, and its design. function? haishh. macam tak ada apa-apa je.

so nak mana satu? its hard to decide.

eh wait! apa kata kumpul duit bagi banyak then baru pikir.

takut nanto hangat-hangat taik ayam je aku ni!

ahhahaha.

oh! btw! i miss you very much. please come to malaysia. dont go to singapore la. come visit me here. miss you badly!

p/s: erkk. im not talking about anyone. just talking about my imaginary friend. ahhaha ;p

in my head!

2010-03-21T11:22:00.002+08:00

in my head... in my head... ZOMBIE! ZOMBIE!
wtf!
stop singing that song you ASS!
haishh.

well, i got home yesterday around 2pm.

then i unpack all the bloody stuff. and do some cleaning in my room.

I HATE MY ROOM!

papa can we buy a new house? pleaseeee...

CRAP!

i hate being at home.

really hate it.

to me home is like hell.

i dont know why.

fuck! fuck!

3 month of holidays.

what the hell im going to do?

working? yes! that is the only solution for my problem.

haishhh!

my new resolution is,

im going to buy gadget with my salary! no more shopping!

eh! eh! i cant live without shopping. haha. darn it!

okey, maybe a lil bit of shopping!

lastly! screw the world and its nature!

for ones, im going to be selfish and think about myself!

p/s: IM LOST!

Im still trying to win her heart.

2010-03-10T14:14:00.003+08:00

Well, i would like to give up on her.

but im scared that i would regret it. haishhh.

i like her very much but.. she is not giving me the right respond.

so what should i do?

hurmm...

I'm the kind of guy who like to look for a theme song for every moment in my life.

so this is the THEME SONG of today mood.

ahhaha. im a LOSER, i know.

dont brag it. haiyaa.

Artist: Asher Book

Song :Try

So this is the lyric:

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready

CHORUS
But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If I sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till I'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If I give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am I catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe I'm not ready

CHORUS
But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x Huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me

p/s: im having my finals now. so wish my luck guys! i really need it! and screw psychology paper!

Economic is so last season!

2010-02-23T23:58:00.001+08:00

what the fish! crap you!

hahaha.

i'm online-ing, and tomorrow i got a test.

economy! what???!!!!!

and i dint study anything yet.

haishhh. somehow, i hate it.

eh! no!

i dont hate, if i know how to do it, i will love it.

i just need to find to learn it in 1 week before test!

SHIT!

im going to be suck in tomorrow test.

haishh.

and tomorrow got a lot of stuff to deal with.

Wish me luck!

and i need more than luck!

GAMBATEI!

p/s: miss Natt,Azza and Shahir. bila nak lepak berempat?!

SCREW YOU AND YOUR LAW!

2010-02-20T18:05:00.003+08:00

Aku drive today, kereta Farez.

sebab Farez penat and sakit tangan.

So time nak masuk gate depan UiTM, Pak Guard tahan.

like always, "Student ke ni?", "tunjuk card matrix?"

i was like, "here you go (showing my matrix card)".

Then dia suruh berhenti kereta kat tepi dan pergi pondok pengawal.

dekat Pondok tu dia kata, " Awak tahu tak kesalahan awak apa?"

blaaa....bla.....blaaaa....blaa...blaa........

okay! yang penting aku nak sampai kan kat sini ialah,

BAPAK KURANG HAJAR PAK GUARD!

kenapa tak boleh nak cakap baik²?

saya ni manusia juga macam, pak guard.

ada 2 tangan 2 kaki, hidung, mulut dan seangkatan dengan nya.

jadi tak perlu lah nak meniggikan suara!

cuba hormat orang lain juga, walaupun kami pelajar, tapi kami manusia yang perlu dihormati juga.

kami ada maruah!

banyak cara lain untuk menegur pelajar, selain dari menniggi suara!

99.9% pelajar Universiti ni benci pak guard sebab tak reti nak hormat pelajar lain.

yang dia orang tahu cuma nak meninggi suara je.

oh! apa salah aku eh? nak tahu?

sebab rambut aku senget sebelah.

and panjang belakang.

dia kata aku tak reti ikut undang² UiTM ke?

eh! aku ikut lah! rambut kena kemas and tak panjang lebih kolar baju.

jap! memang lah rambut aku panjang kat belakang! sebab aku tak ablimrumah, so tak pergi saloon.

haishh!

punya cukuplah kemas rambut aku, siap letak wax lagi.

bukan nye rambut aku serabut!

aku lecturer pun kata lebih kemas begini.

so teladan di sini yelah, hormatlah orang lain sebelum anda mahu dihormati.

sekian terima kasih!

p/s: i miss my parents very badly!

and need to study for this up coming test! BUSY!

one more fucking thing,

now i know where is the boundries

Excited?

2010-02-18T23:02:00.003+08:00

technically i'm studying economy for quiz tomorrow and test on Saturday( wtf! can you give us

some rest). and blogging!

hahaha.

okay. so tomorrow is the Asasi Dinner. and im not excited about it all.

i dont know why. maybe because im tired already with this kind of stuff.

dinner,party,showcase and etc.

hey wait! i love my social life. it;s fun.

but not this. still cant figure it out. how pathetic is that. LOSER MUCH!

haishhh.

everyone was like so obsess with this dinner.

they spent A LOT for this dinner.

the outfit, the preparation. the shoes! hahaha.

talking about shoes, Sarah feet is like freaking small!

ALIEN la anda ni. ;p

okay back to the story.

i haven't decide what to wear yet. and i don't have anything to wear.

nothing in my mind. CLUELESS.

so the only solution:

aku bawak almari aku datang UiTM.

muahahah!

sumpah penuh dengan baju.

and i will decide what to wear on the day itself.

sumpah akan buruk nak mampos!

PERGILAS MAMPOS!

the conclusion for this post is:

"MAJULAH SUKAN UNTUK NEGARA"

p/s: talk with Refidia on the phone just now. somehow she make my day. been messaging Minah Rempit, but she didn't reply it. DARN IT!

12 Midnight

2010-02-17T00:36:00.004+08:00

to me its kinda stupid to post a blog at this time.

LOL.

patutnya time macam ni aku dah tidur. sebab penat nak mampos.

why? because of class every single fucking morning.

hey wait! i love morning class. but not BEL 332 class. opssss. did i just write that?

well, im pretty mess up now.

everything is mess up, i wish i could get through this bloody situation.

depression can lead to many bad consequences. and i don't really like bad things to happen.

okey! lets get thing straight here.

actually i would like to talk about virginity.

why this topic? cause i just think of it. haaaaa

okey. Girls and boys.

im going to say this once. or maybe twice.

whatever happen!

sex before marriage is not good. it is very very very very very very very BAD!

trust me!

because when u let someone take your virginity, make sure it is worth it okey.

would you want to give it to someone that does not have any binding relationship with you?

HELL NO!

what if that person leave you?

can u restore back your virginity.

well, actually can. there is a new treatment at hospital.

but that's not the point here!

save it for the best!

REMEMBER this!

once a wise and intelligent English teacher said to me;

"Orang yang baik adalah untuk orang yang baik"

so! if u want your future husband/wife have virginity.

make sure you have yours!

GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!

p/s: do i ever had sex before? am i still a virgin?
ask this to yourself!

* post ini ada kena-mengena dengan yang hidup dan tiada kena mengena dengan yang mati*

kalau anda rasa andalah orang berkenaan, ANDA SALAH!

sebab orang berkenaan yang saya tuju kan ini tidak tahu mengguna kan computer.

BUTA IT!

Love and Affection

2010-02-15T22:33:00.004+08:00

its been a while since i post something on this wall right?

well, it is because I'm too busy with my life and study.

Study? InsyaAllah i do better this semester. Amin.

2nd semester;

too much of DRAMA!

can't stand it. so i choose to be neutral as possible.

am i? sometimes. or most of the time. ahahha.

but SERIOUSLY! I'm so tired of all this nonsense.

lets start with;

1) a pathetic guy who think that "WE" abandon him.

2) Selfish or Self Absorb bustard guy who think that he is always right!

3) A couple who love to play pull and push the string.. erkk ( main tarik tali) LOL.

4) I've been rejected by this girl who i think I'm in love with. hey wait! i do like her very much. but on the other hand, she doesn't.

5) oh! Mr. Arrogant still don't do the math!

6) The best friend is avoiding the other best friend because she does not have any money.

7) The cute lover that i think is not cute anymore, is still being hypocrite.

8) Bloody friend change to a werewolf.

9) Benny is running away from me. ( not running² literally)

10) Family is doing SUPER FINE

11) Sister is being a pain in the ass.

12) that screw up lecturer is being choosy ( apparently he does not choose me)

13) Two best friend is fighting over 1 stupid thing. ( come on la )

14) I'm broke! miskin habis aku.

15) and many more.

So, what I'm trying to say here is that I'm happy with my fucking life.

;) cheers!

oh! hey bitch! stop manipulating other people. GOOD LUCK.

p/s: hey natt! well its a good thing yang kau terasa. haha ;p

but i still love you.

Need a haircut!

2009-12-27T13:21:00.002+08:00

waaa...waaa...waaa.

its been a long time since i wrote.

hahaha.

what happen yesterday huh?

oh! i went for RTW! (Rock The World bitch)

it was a disaster but awesome! FREAKING AWESOME!

well i had fun with my peeps.

Shahir

Aqim

Aqim friend

Adam

Haikal

and many more.

yang penting! Gig tu dalam hujan!

TERHEBAT di ladang aku cakap!

hahaha.

okey, so i saw this dude yesterday!

his haircut is like freaking shit!

and yet, i love it!

HAHAHAHA,

so because of everyone dah menyalak suruh aku potong rambut!

so here it is?

the hair style.

so, sebab rambut aku macam tak cukup panjang, i will wait for awhile to make it a bit longer.

kalau, tak panjang² juga, kena buat dia jadi short-medium version la.

yang penting bila kat UITM aku boleh buat rambut aku macam ni. ;p

p/s: actually aku nak potong rambut macam ni,

tapi yang pastinya Rahmat akan tak kenal aku! ahha

what can i say about you?

2009-12-20T22:06:00.003+08:00

i dont love you anymore. FULLSTOP.

why? you know the reason.

we can still be friend.

;)

p/s: busy doing my assignment. haishh!

Apa yang aku sangka kan madu, rupa nya racun bagi orang lain

2009-12-04T20:32:00.003+08:00

Benda yang paling aku tak percaya dalam dunia ini,

FRIENDSHIP.

Do you know why?

sebab bagi aku, persahabatan tak pernah wujud..

dah macam² aku lalui dalam hidup aku ni.

tapi papa selalu kata yang ini semua hanyalah permulaan sahaja.

so i need to be strong.

memang tak boleh dinafikan, semua orang perlukan kawan.

aku pun perlu kan kawan. sebab tak ada orang dalam dunia ni boleh hidup sendirian kan.

jadi konsep aku tentang kawan macam no, semua orang kawan aku. and i do have bestfriend. but true friend? tak pernah dan tak akan wujud. sebab bagi aku semua orang dalam dunia ni talam bermuka-muka.

situasi yang pernah aku lalui:

1. Masa aku from 3, aku ada seorang kawan ni. dia rapat gila dengan aku. So satu hari ni dai bagi tahu aku yang dia suka sorang senior ni, kebetulan senior yang dia suka ni rapat dengan sorang senior yang aku kenal lah juga. so aku minta lah senior yg aku kenal tu nombor senior yang kawan aku suka tu. lepas tu, aku call lah senior yang member aku suka tu. walaupun aku kena tebal kan muka, sebab nak tolong member, aku tak kisah. then kita orang kenal, so rapat lah juga. lepas tu aku bagi lah tau senior tu ada member aku nak kenal dengan dia. pastu aku kenal kan lah dia orang 2 orang. in the end apa jadi? member aku tu buat cerita pasal aku, aku gadug dengan senior yang dia suka tu and senoir yg aku kenal tu. macam babi!

2. Kawan rapat aku ni nak sangat kekasih. So aku kenal kan lah dia dengan member aku sorang. lepas tu dia orang couple. yang tak boleh bla, lepas dia couple. lansung dia tak contact aku. lagi lah touching sial! dah la aku tolong match making kan kau dengan orang lain. pastu kau lupa kan aku. yang tak boleh bla, ada 1 day tu dia kata nak jumpa aku and tengok wayang. lepas tu bila aku sampai kat wayang. rupa² dia dah masuk dengan wayang dengan kekasih dia. lahanat kan! kena lah aku tunggu 3jam soaramg² mcm puki ayam. lepas dia habis wayang tu, ingat kan boleh la pergi lepak semua. rupanya tak! dia habis je wayang, dia jumpa aku cuma nak bagi tahu yang dia dengan kekasih dia nak pergi somewhere. fucker!

3. ini yang terbaik! ada one day ni, sorang budak ni kutuk aku. memang malu gila. sampai jatuh maruah aku. tak boleh terima langsung! keji! lepas tu, member2 aku yang lain semua join kutuk and gelak kan aku. sebagai kawan patutnya, kau tolong protect member kau, tapi ni macam cibai perangai!

aku sendiri pun tak faham dengan hidup aku. confuse! apa yang aku nak cuma seorang kawan yang setia! sebab aku jenis bila dah kawan dengan orang tu, aku akan betul sayang dia gila²

mcm psycho kan bunyi nya. but thats me. apa boleh buat.

apa yang cuba aku nak buat masa masuk kat UiTM, dula ialah cuba jangan rapat dengan siapa² pun, tapi malangnya tak jadi. apa yang aku boleh buat?!!

bila aku tak rapat dengan orang, orang semua kata aku sombong.

bila aku terlalu rapat dengan orang, aku sakiti orang yang rapat dengan aku.

ape yang aku boleh buat?

haishh.

aku rasa aku lebih rela pilih menjauhi semua orang, dan tak menyakiti siapa² pun

apa yang baiki untuk aku, tak semestinya baik untuk orang lain.

aku patut maintain hidup aku macam dulu.

kawan dengan orang hanya untuk bersosial,

tapi sekarang aku berkawan atas dasar "KAWAN"

itu yang paling menyakitkan diri aku.

Konklusinya, aku senang jatuh cinta untuk berkawan dengan orang, dan bila aku mula benci seseorang.. aku akan benci dia sampai mati!

p/s: sorry atas apa yang aku buat! aku tak sangka benda yang aku anggap madu, rupanya bagi kau racun.

What an awesome day

2009-11-22T16:33:00.002+08:00

21st November 2009

What a day!

ahhaha.

so yesterday the brotherhood plan is nak sambut birthday alia ajeerah.

so kita orang ajak semua kawan yang rapat.

but the thing is Alia Ajeerah tak tahu yang after lunch/celebrate her birthday tu, kita orang but surprise for her.

actually macam ni.

around 4pm semua kumpul dekat Delicious Bangsar.

then we had lunch together semua. Farez beli cupcakes birthday yang sangat comel la.

hahaha. for his girlfriend kan. LOL

then 1 by 1 of us bagi tahu dekat Alia Ajeerah, yang kita orang semua kena balik. so she were like super upset! yela mana tak nya, dah lah birthday kau! pastu semua orang nak balik awal. ahhaha. so after semua orang keluar, tinggal lah Alia Ajeerah and Farez dekat restaurant tu. Yang lain kononnya nak balik, pergi 1st floor dekat Haagen Dasz.

semua tunggu dekat situ.

Meanwhile, Farez and Alia bayar bill semua.

then Farez kata nak bawak Alia somewhere, so Farez tutup mata Alia pakai tie.

dia bawak alia. Naik dekat Haagen Dasz.

Then. kita orang semua duduk tepi alia.

alia macam diam je. and takut. ahahha

then farez melutut depan alia sambil pegang bunga, and bila dia buka mata,

"SURPRISE!"

ahhaha. cool gila kot siot!!!!!

we had fun so much!

okey! after the party,

Me,Rahmat and Arnie.

when to Rasta, Damansara.

tengok bola. but the match suck A LOT!

oh! we hangout with Laily and Phat.

whoot! whoot! best sial.

then tengok movie at OU.

cerita "The Box". Paling bodoh dalam dunia punya cerita!

then habis movie around 2am.

oh! time nak cari kereta kat parking! best gila kot.

ahhaha. laily and arnie masuk dalam troli aku and rahmat tolak! ahahha.

lepas tu hantar Arnie dekat Curve lah kan.

sebab kakak dia kat sana.

sebab laily lapar sangat. so pergi makan. at 3am in the morning!

memang aku tak makan lah kan! gemok aku!

so after makan, balik rumah laily!

whoot! whoot! sleepover! ahaha. so sampai rumah tengok tv semua and borak-borak.

tido pukul 5am.

then, its time for bed!

p/s: sunday! tomorrow class awal gila kot! malas betul aku!

It's the truth. and so what?

2009-11-16T18:30:00.001+08:00

So today is my 1st class of the 2nd semester.

it was pretty boring actually.

everyone were like doing their own stuff.

and where the heck is my crazy crew? they were like not CRAZY!

hahahahah

so i got Mr.Darjit Singh for my BEL 342 and Mr.Choy for my BEL 332!

yeahhhhhhhhhhh babbeh!!!

Oh! guess what? i got a new nickname "Mr.Burger!".

nice name right. well. at first i feel shy with my dad occupation, but now?

i fell very happy. because everyone know about it. at least my father is having a "halal" job right.

but i hope is for sementara. kan papa? our family will be okey kan?

papa will do something about this thing? and buat family kita jadi balik macam asal kan?

i know you will papa.

Now! tak sabar aku nak tunggu esok punya class!

p/s: need someone!

when u get famous, u tend to forget other people

2009-11-10T12:58:00.002+08:00

this blog is dedicated to one of my close friend.

This is Fara Nasuha binti Zulkefli.

i known her since like forever. ahahha.

actually in form 5.

even though kenal baru masa form 5, but there is something about her yang akau suka.

she is un-real. what i mean is kau susah gila nak gak dia ni macam mana.

dia ni selalu berubah.

the whole year we spend time together.

well, she is a good friend to me.

but sometime she is not.

im gueesing, bila dia ada problem baru dia cari aku.

and bila time happy seriously jarang.

after spm lah jadi macam ni.

its quite frustrating when i know her ture colour.

it get more worse bila dia start masauk the modeling competition "MalaysianDreamGirl"

since then, she freally change. and dah yak jumpa dia dah.

and Fara. seriously i miss the old Fara Nasuha. i want the old you. haishh.

well people change right. and i hope you are happy with your new life.

and bila kita dah terkenal, memang kita akan lupa kawan-kawan kita.

p/s: wth!

My life is not getting better

2009-11-08T16:01:00.002+08:00

Seperti yang kita tahu, manusai di lahirkan untuk melaku kan kemungkaran,

dan kita tahu tiada manusia yang sempurna dalam dunia ni.

dan apa yang berlaku di keliling kita, ada sebabnya yang tersendiri. dan aku sebagai manusia masih memikirkan apa yang sedang berlaku di keliling aku.

apa yang sudah berlaku di masa lampau dan apa yang akan berlaku di masa hadapan? walau sekali pun ini hidup aku, tapi aku masih tak mengerti dan tidak memahami kehidupan aku.

aku cuba untuk berusaha untuk memahami setiap langkah yang aku laku kan, tetapi setiap langkah yang aku jalani tidak sama sekali aku mengerti.

Hidup bagi aku bagai kan layang-layang yang terputus talinya.

bergerak mengikut tiupan angin yang tidak menentu. bila tiada angin, aku berhenti bergerak dan sesat.

Setiap kali sesat, aku akan cuba pastikan aku jumpa jalan untuk keluar.

tetapi apabila sesat aku sentiasa dalam kegelapan. masih meraba-raba untuk mencari jalan pulang. buat seketika aku akan berfikir panjang, memikirkan jikalau wujudnya satu cahaya yang akan dapat membawa aku keluar dari dalam kesesatan ini, alangkah baiknya.

tetapi cahaya itu tidak sama sekali pernah muncul untuk berada bersama aku sepanjang perjalanan ini. sesungguhnya aku penat meraba di dalam kegelapan untuk mencari jalan pulang. aku menyerah kalah dalam perjuangan aku sendiri.

kerana setiap kali ada sahaja cahaya yang datang, tetapi cahaya itu semuanya palsu

Stress!!

2009-11-06T20:26:00.002+08:00

haisshh!

MUET esok.

and aku baru nak study sekarang.

GOOD LUCK with that. hahahah.

give up? hell no!

need to get band 4, but Madam George nak Band 6.

terkencing aku kot nak dapat Band 6!

LOL.

and banyak lah pula musibah yang menimpa aku sekarang!

FUCK. why? tell me why?

LOL.

chill up. next week dah balik UiTM. yeahhhh!!!!

tak sabar aku nak balik UiTM.

hee.

oh!! i think im in love with..

adalah!

p/s: need to make plans how to tackle this chic!

Not so into it

2009-11-04T19:57:00.002+08:00

3 NOVEMBER 2009

i went out with my Auntie Nor Emma ku! she is getting marry this December.

so she ask me to be her Personal Assistant. So i agree with it!

She pick me up around 1.30pm, then we go to Jalan Tar to buy Chiffon Silk for her Weeding Party.

Next stop is, Pavillion!

going to see her Designer Madam "Fredaa".

the appointment at 5.30pm.

but arrive at Pav around 3pm.

so we had lunch at The Loaf!

shit! the salmon and the chicken breast were fantastic!

marvellous!

then we go to Boladega for a drink!

next stop! micheal Alajendro(if im not mistaken la)

its a Philippines restaurant and bar.

we meet the desingner here.

can u imagine?

for 1 bloody dress it cost for Rm1500?

shit! ahhaha.

While waiting for Rara,

Auntie tanya aku nak apa-apa tak,

then aku cakap lah aku nak wallet baru dekat Topman,

so she bought the wallet for me.

Thanks Auntie.

Love you sooo much!

so bila Rara datang. kita orang pergi Mid Valley. nak cari kasut pula.

Pergi Jimmy Choo. she wanted to buy the rm2999 shoe!

wtf! aku katalah tak payah! kasut lagi mahal dari dress. buang duit je! sial je.

so end up dia beli kasut dekat this one shop called Tiamo. harga dia rm599. boleh diterima lah kan!

then we had supper at Chillis. eat! eat! gemok aku!

4 NOVEMBER 2009

dari pagi sampai ke malam! KLCC! teman Mak Lang and my Mum shopping!

aku lah jadi tempat gantung beg shopping! wth!

aiyaaaak!!

oh!!!! i found out bout this blog! Gossip Girl Malaysia.

ahahhaa. well to me it is fascinating. LOL.

at least kita tahu ape yang jadi di sekeliling kita kan.

ahahahah. but ada juga yang tak baik nye.

but AMONG!??

come on la dude.

pasal dia betul kan grammar pun tak kan nak marah kot.

p/s: need money!!!! ahahahah

Brotherhood and Sisterhood.

2009-11-01T18:44:00.004+08:00

well.well.well.

i never imagine this.

but hey! it's a good thing. i guess.

ahahah

Brotherhood actually is not a team or what so ever.

ia nya cuma 4 orang kawan baik yang dah macam adik beradik.

tu je.

tak ada lebih-lebih.

aku tahu most of the people don't like us. they made up stories about us.

but who cares?

we don't give a damn about it. because we ain't mess with anyone.

we are just having a good time.

so FUCK OFF LOSER.

so, since every time brotherhood buat plan hangout. mesti Farez akan bawak Alia Ajeerah and Rahmat akan bawak "girlfriend" dia Arnie. so bila dah ada perempuan, tak kan lah nak panggil brotherhood kan? haha. then nama pun dah tukar pada brother-sister hood!

tapi best gila bila ada perempuan sekali time hangout.

so for the first time, introducing the Sisterhood. ahhah.

(macam bodoh je kan)

we had fun!

cuma brotherhood tak pernah betul² hangout dengan Zarith and Nisa je lagi.

hope one day dapat buat plan, and hangout together

p/s: tmrrw nak buat apa?

aunt nani dah bagi recipe fruit tart lets.

so... mama nak duit!!! nak beli bahan!

hey! i love to bake!

so kalau kau kahwin dgn aku tak rugi doe!

Jennifer's Body vs. Ninja

2009-10-30T11:42:00.003+08:00

both suck!

but i will give more star tu Jennifer's Body,

because Megan Fox is HOT!

WOWOWO.

will u marry me meg?

hahaha ;p

well! i had great day with Zazlyn. oh Majeed! its been a long time since we had lunch together.

and B? somehow i find you very attractive. hahaha

p/s: no more money for me.

Haa?

2009-10-28T20:20:00.002+08:00

Trip to JB - Singapore is AWESOME!

that's all i want to tell you guys.

ohh!

still missing my Brotherhood, Classmate, and ex-classmate.

and my BEST FRIEND! Natt,Azza and Shahir.

p/s: you don't like me. you just want the attention.

MUET

2009-10-20T20:02:00.003+08:00

ahahahhaha.

it is a piece of crap!

well. i arrive at SMK Taman Tasik Ampang at 7.35am.

and all the stupid school kids is like staring at me.

WHATT??!!!

do i look like a freak??

or i just look like a new HOT teacher that you wish going to teach you on Sex Education.

hahaha.

okey. so i when to search for the Muet room or hall.

Luckily i bump with Syawal. ahaha. Hoorey! someone taht i know.

so we when to searh for the place to do our MUET,

and we were like lost, and there is this one Chinese old guy ask us

"are you here for muet?"

then we answered him "yes sir!"

then he reply "you just go straight then turn left, use the stair and the room is on the 2nd floor".

fuhh!!! that was a relieve.

and we saw this girl and she is from UiTM too but i didn't know her name.

she was like waving at us. and i just smiled at her.

okey! so the Muet people is deviding us into a group!

and my group is this guy that is doing his diploma in programming, Syawal and Aina (the girl from uitm)

i am candidate D!

ahahahaah.

the question is about what benefit the oldies....(same like ewcah).

ahha.

so in task A i was like mumbling and stutter.

CRAP!

but i manage to get back on track in Task B.

thanks Aina for helping me.

hee.

and Syawal! how dare you not to agree with me??!

LOL.

so i got back from MUET, first thing i search for is my bed!

SLEEP!

then Natt call.

we had lunch at my house.

then go for a jog in the RAIN!

how fantastic is that!

p/s: ohh!!!! excited about this thursday!

Into her.

2009-10-19T10:43:00.002+08:00

So.

i heard her voice since the beginning of this year.

but i never saw her face before.

and nobody told me that she is beautiful,

Ohhh.

She is making me crazy.

NOO!!!!

ahahahah..

*La Roux*

wolud you marry me? pleaseeee. im begging you. hahahaha

*im melting*

p/s: tomorrow is my MUET test!

Exhausted to the highest level.

2009-10-18T08:53:00.002+08:00

16 OCTOBER 2009; Friday

pagi hujan! petang hujan! so tak pergi lah jogging.

nak maki hamun! tapi tak boleh, nanti TUHAN marah.

On that night, Nur Farra Alia (my cousin) buat open house.

so all the cousin around the globe datang la.

it was fun. i had fun! can you imagine that.

so that night, Me,Kak Shiela, Aunt Nor, Rara and Daniel pergi Andalus.

Lepaking and ShiSha-ing. LOL.

*picture aunt nor tak download lagi. haishhh.*

17 OCTOBER 2009; Saturday

The plan for Saturday was going to Zazlyn open house then lepaking with her, Burma and Natt.

but! Burma stuck at UiTM Melaka, got test. haishh.

and Natt? i don't know what is her effing problem.

so i end up going to Faiqa open house( my cousin cousin's, so thats make me her 2nd cousin. huh?!!)

LOL.

then go to Pavillion for a movie with Rara.

we watch "Cloudy with a chance of meatball" in 3D! it is freakinbg awsome!!

then at night still lepak at Andalus. now im sick of Shisha. haishh..

p/s: i saw this one person. saw that person twice at andalus on friday and saturday! i think im in love! LOL

A Perfect Getaway

2009-10-16T15:21:00.002+08:00

This semester break is been a pain in the ass for me.

it is pressuring now days to stay at home for a long term.

i guess i use to stay at college with my friend.

and i am freaking missing them so badly.

and the problem at home is seriously pressuring me to the max.

i think i need to go some where that i can enjoy myself.

but where?

where is the suitable place for me to gain my peace?

GOD! help me please. I'm begging you.

Thanks to Nana for being such a good friend.

even though she doesn't know my real problem,

but she know that i have a problem.

So she invite me to her house for a lepaking session.

First we help her mum to bake some cookies. It's a walnut cookies.

and it taste goooooooooooood.

hee...

Then is time for Chef Endy and Co-chef Nana!

We bake a cake.

Choc Fondue Cake.

it is DELICIOUS!

*Ewcah! it is so creamy and chocolaty. hmmmmmm.*

LOL. i had fun with you Nana.

its been a while since we lepak right.

Thanks for everything Nana. you are the best.

The one and only.

p/s: hope tonight everything is going to be better.

Chef Endy and Co-chef Nana

2009-10-13T19:53:00.002+08:00

Today was a really depressing day.

First i woke up at 7am.

then jog for 45minute.

when i reach home,

my dad already left for work.

then had breakfast.

and had a heart to heart conversation with my mum. hurmmm.

i don't know why.

some how i feel really stress living in this kind of family.

but i guess every family have their own issue.

but the thing that i talk with my mum,

its really make me want to cry.

i really love her. to me there is nothing that more important then my mother.

I LOVE YOU SHERRY IBRAHIM. you are the best mother in the world.

so to make myself feel better.

i call Nana. the one that I've been friend with since in pre-school.

for a game that we call "Main masak-masak".

So today menu is:

1) Butter Fish

2) Garden Turkey Salad

3) Plain Rice

so it's the first time we cook it, but the taste is not really perfect.

we had fun!

talking and cooking.

after finish eating, then i remember that i forgot to snap the picture of my creation.

HAHAHAHAAHA,

to bad!

i want Ewcah and Damia to look at it.

"pasti meleleh air liur mereka melihatnya".

After eating,

we went for a karaoke at Ampang Point.

and we had ice-cream goreng, heee.

so that's it for today guys.

p/s: going to do some baking with Aunt Jenny a.k.a Mak Nana tomorrow.

oh! did i told you guys that i love to cook and bake? well. i guess not. hahah

8 more days to go.

2009-10-13T08:11:00.002+08:00

yesterday i went to the imigration office, to get my passport.

planning to go to Singapore with my Brotherhood.

so i need my Passport.

the last time i've been out of Malaysia is when i was in standard 3 i think.

well, who cares.

so the plan was after 9am we are going to the Imigration office Damansara Brunch.

but end up, we got out from the house at 11am.

Haishh.

Thanks to my dad. wanted to drive on my own.

but Papa said "Abang baru dapat license kan? So you are not ready for the big road yet."

Then whats the point of me having the license but i only can drive around ampang only.

that is suck!

okey. back to the story.

so we reach damansara at 11.45am.

the place were pack!

too many people. i hat crowded place. actually, i hate the waiting part.

haiyaaa.

the best part is this

When the stupid machine call my number " nombor 1278 kaunter 12"

then i go to counter 12 lah,

and the officer ask for my IC, passport picture and birth certificate.

then when i gave her the picture,

she pause.

then she said " adik, gambar ni tak boleh pakai lah, sebab baju terlalu terang and blablabla...."

so i ran to my mum, asking her if she have any of my picture in her wallet.

yes! she got! and the picture was taken last year. when i started my form 5 i guess.

the picture look hideous!

arghh!! i hate it,

ASS!

this is what i get for my passport:

Im so hating this passport!

This is the picture at first i want to use.

and trhe conclusion is, i hate that fucker officer!

p/s: Need to start study for my 2nd sem!

Past-Now-Future

2009-10-09T19:06:00.003+08:00

hey guys! as you can see i change my blog layout.

nice isn't? hee.

its UNDER CONSTRUCTION, PROBABLY FOREVER .

LOL.

aku curi the layout from my friend Aliph. Jangan marah eh Aliph. i know you love me. ;p

the whole thing aku copy and paste kot. but page aku tak ada lah se hebat dia punya.

This is Ikmal Aliff.

Okey. here goes the story. when im at Friday Pray today, i was thinking about my past. "SPM". haishhh.

whenever i think about Spm. i will feel so regret.

because i know that i can get more then what i archieve.

this is all because of myself. 1 month before spm, the only thing i do is partying!

day and night! nasib baik ada my mum. she is the one yang "abang! spm dah nak dekat, abang tak nak start belajar ke? abang nak hancurkan masa depan abang ke?" WOW! im so in love with my mum. eventhough she is not so sporting and strict, but i know the thing she did is for my own good.

i will take care of you mama whatever happen.

i will always love you.

and now?! i need to give 100 and 10 percent of my energy for my pre-law! need to pass and make my mum proud! yes! thats what im going to do.

for the future?

let me think first about it.

undecide yet.

am i going to continue with law? or taking other courses.

when i make my mind, i will tell you guys okey?

p/s: counting the day to go to JB and Singapore with the Brotherhood. and i got the greenlight from my family! hoorey! hope jadilah ehh!

Holiday for 5 weeks???

2009-10-08T00:12:00.002+08:00

CRAP!

are u serious?

5 weeks of sem break?

hell no!

im so going to miss my brotherhood and classmate.

and now the sisterhood tu!

haishhhhh..

why la?

what am i going to do for 5 weeks at home?

all my friend is like still have class. their hols is on november.

GOD! why??

ohhh.

btw GOD, i need my 3.0.

please...... and band4 for MUET. thank you.

So today balik KL, around 11am.

and sampai rumah, and there is nothing to do.

so tidur lah!

woke up apa lagi,

marathon DVD lah! HAHAHAHA.

p/s: getting fatter!

need to exercise.

the plan is this!

joging twice a day!

Twice the FUN!

2009-10-03T18:59:00.002+08:00

1 October 2009

hahahah. its Tuedsay. and last paper for this week. sucker!

so malam tu ada study date with Arnie. actually Rahmat punya date. ;p

dekat Starbucks Plaza Masalam.

pick up Arnie at her house. Study with Mr.Rahmat. our tutor! hee.

then Jambu call. ajak lepak!

so meet up at McD seksyen 9.

then take away McD, and pergi padang beside masjid.

Masjid apa aku tak tahu.

tapi area taman tasik shah alam lah.

there, we took picture. we had fun!

Me, Rahmat, Arnie, Farez and Alia Ajeerah.

2 OCTOBER 2009

Next day!

that morning study at starbucks lagi.

agaaagagagaga.

then, Putraya!

best gila! we had fun

but the worse thing is that seluar aku koyang dekat kangkang!

what the fuck!!!!!

the brotherhood agak sial! gelak kan aku. pastu nak balik uitm jap tukar seluar tak nak.

so pergi makan dekat Taipan dengan seluar koyak!

tapi pakai pin la tutup koyak tu.

haahha.

funny kan?

p/s: now need to study!!! zassss

Final Exam Week; CRAP!

2009-10-01T18:37:00.002+08:00

well.well.well.

here we go again.

since this week final exam, aku tak sentuh pun laptop.

and today just finish my 3rd paper.

it was sucks!

BIG TIME doe.

BEL260; like shit!

CSC 134; so shitty!

MTC 012; supernova shit!

haishhhh.

kenapa lah?

i thought i already prepare everything.

MOTHER FUCKER!

stress lah weiyh.

hope will do fine.

at least "B", pleaseeeeee...

So this week several things happen.

do brotherhood study together in my room the whole week. They sleep in my room too. they are my laughing gas this week. and we all got to go to Jambu house for raya. hahahaha

oh! and we get to know each other more closely.

sob.sob.

for the first million time, you guys are the best!

but wait!

since when the brotherhood ada 5 people.

well. the other one is sesat, i dont know why he actually followed us around.

but what to do.

p/s: 2 more papers to go. then not so merdeka! still got MUET!

and how am i going to persuade Mama and Papa to let me go to JB and Singapore with the brotherhood?

2009-09-23T15:13:00.003+08:00

internet dekat kampung slow nak mampos!

sebab tak ada coverage langsung kat sana.

WTH!

so this year aku raya dekat Kuala Pilan, Negeri Sembilan.

balik kampung 2 days before raya, dan sangatlah membroingkan.

kerja aku tolong kemasa rumah kampung yang besar gedabak tu!

arghh!!! penat lah.

then yang lain aku tolong tengok je. and online FB.

so here we go:

1st day of Syawal:

aku bangun pagi! *jeng*jeng*jeng* semua tak ada dalm bilik! i was like, "mana semua orang? tak kan dah pergi masjid tinggal kan aku?" ohh TIDAK!!! ahhaha. then lari dekat dapur, yang ada semua perempuan. "MAMA! mana Papa?", "Papa dekat luar dah ank pergi Masjid".

PAPA!! tunggu kejap! nak mandi, nak ikut pergi semayang raya!

ahhahaha. can u belive that? nobody wake me up?

haishhh.

on the way back from kubur arwah atuk,

me: "Amir rasakan cuti sem after final exam nak pergi ambil kursus kahwin la"

(hey! murah la kalau ambil sekarang, nanti lagi lama lagi mahal)

papa: huh! dah gatal nak kahwin lah tu.

mama: jangan nak megada² tak habis lagi belajar nak kahwin!

papa: *keluar ceramah agama semua*

Ape lah! aku nak ambil sekarang, sebab senang doe! murah dan cepat. ahahha ;p

Sampai rumah! Parebts aku pi habak kat semua pak cik mak cik aku apa yang kita orang berdiskusi dalm kereta tadi. babeng betul!

suddenly, ada this 1 guy datang beraya with his family. difahamkan sedara 3 pupu. sedara jauh la namanya. pak cik tu bawak sekali 6 orang anak daranya.

apa lagi! Pak Teh and Mak Lang sibok dok survey calon bini untuk aku. ceyhh!!!!

at the end, anak dia yang bertelekung menjadi calon utama. ahahha, bodoh gila.

2nd day of Syawal:

oh! the day aku balik KL! hahahaha. so from kampung bertolak pergi Seremban dulu. nak beraya rumah Mak Lang! hee. oh! aku ada anak sedara baru! Comel gila. Muka macam cina.

jap! suami along riny macam bangla, macam mana dpt anak putih gila?

persoalannya: siapakah bapa sebenar baby tu??

ahahaha ;p Along Riny kata Apek newspaper lama tu punya anak. wow!

then balik lah KL!

3rd day of Syawal:

well! well! well! mula² pergi rumah Datuk Akcbal and Datin Aini.

*wink*wink*

duit raya disini sangat lumayan. makanan pun sedap! uncle ackbal time tu tengah tido, so mak ngah je layan. sedap laksa pahang! hee

then we move on to the next house!

Rumah Tok Long at PJ! ohh! baru aku perasan yang rumah Tok Long dekat dengan rumah Shahrul. ahaha.

then malam tu pergi Ampang Point beli barang.

then dekat Cash and Converter ada this one girl.

HOT! she is like flirting with me.

sumpah mata dia tak leh bla.

then bila dia dekat dengan aku, aku senyum and angkat kening la. then dia senyum.

suddenly bapak dia datang! aku buat bodoh. ahah.

kacau plan lah bapak dia ni!

baru nak minta number.

haishh.

p/s: need to study! so im going back to uitm on friday night or saturday morning

Dissapointed with the STEAK!

2009-09-18T01:17:00.002+08:00

WELL! WELL! WELL!

today i done my shopping raya.

where else?

TOPMAN agian! ahahaha.

Abang Man(supervisor) give me 30% on all cloth there.

ahahah.

ENJOY SAKAN GUA!

Meet Fatin Farhana today. and her clan! ( Deeana, Krol, Bie and few friends)

but sekejap je kot. No fun at all.

LOL

Buka puasa with Natt, Azza and Shahir!

Aku and Natt ada kat chillis since 6.30pm!
and starving for 45 minute!

sebab Shahir and Azza arrived at 8pm!

WTF!

jalan jem, and kerata lagi satu masalah.

hurmm..

at least we enjoy our dinner.

Afterthat lepak Andalus.

Shisha and borak²

we had fun tonight!

p/s: esok balik kampung. TIDAK!!!

My new LOVE

2009-09-14T15:50:00.004+08:00

hey guys! Meet Iswyra Ismail.

my one and only love.

haahahaha.

Lets recap the last 3 days:

Friday 11 september 2009;

Finish the 1st sem of pre-law. 1 more sem to go. tu pun kalau final and MUET bagus la kan.

Had a great time with my classmate, but not my Brotherhood ;(

balik KL, buka puasa dekat Barra Cafe(bukan cawangan bara dekat seksyen 7)

sedap gila! hahahaha. the food were like heaven. ;)

the desert is like 5STAR!

ang enjoy gila! makan with family + Natt and Kak Ida

Saturdayb 12 september 2009;

buka puasa at Sungai Besi. Rumah Datuk Akhbar and Datin Aini.

ahhaha. poyo je! suka gila aku sakat mak ngah panggil DATIN!

dah dapat pangkat, tapi tak suka. pelik betul.

well.. makanan dekat rumah mak nagh paling the best!

i love the roast beef and jellyfish salad! TERBAIK lah!

and all the cousin, actually bukan semua ada. yang dekat asrama semua tak balik kan.

Mercun and Bunga Api. Fantastic lah aku cakap!

Sunday 13 september 2009;

sehari suntuk depan TV! hahaha. Buka puasa dekat kedai baru Uncle Hassan.

HASRAS WESTERN ( cawangan Ampang WaterFront).

aku suka yang cawangan dekat area my house.

lagi sedap. ahah. Thanks Uncle Hassan sebab buatkan special chicken chop!

Special ke? padahal biasa. dan rasanya kurang enak.

kalau nak makan, pergilah makan kat HAS WESTERN (cawangan Bukit Indah).

Malam pergi UiTM. nak ambil buku semua for study.

TODAY

MONDAY 14 september 2009;

pagi-pagi lagi dah bangun! ada driving class. hahaha. pukul 8am dia datang rumah ambil, then pergi Cheras. aku failed Bukit and parking kan. so kena lah ulang balik!

then study for an hour! lama tu babe! penat otak aku berfikir. LOL

and today buke puasa dekat rumah! yeahh! Mama masak.

p/s: oh! plan hari khamis ni harap jadi!

When Phat was not around

2009-09-11T11:57:00.002+08:00

well. yesterday i got my Bel 313 test. Writing test. and thats all.

ahahaha.

Bel 313 and Writing test is so..so.. la.

im not tyhat smart okey.

i need to work hard!

yeahh babeh!

so yesterday was the last day we having class with Madam George.

im so going to miss you Ma'am.

and the stupid part is lagu rumput yang hijau i and mia made it in several version.

ahhaha.

1.Pop

2.Remix

3.Akustik

4.Dangdut

5.English version

6.Telegu version.

the best version is the Dangdut! everyone enjoy it i guess.

LOL.

and i made a Raya card for all of my classmate.

and for the Brotherhood too.

Buka puasa yesterday,

brotherhood decide to go buka at The Curve.

and again! without Jambu.

;(

The plan was buka puasa with Brotherhood, Farrah and Phat.

at The Apartment.

Then movie "The Ugly Truth"

Phat cant make it for buke puasa.

So she and her bf join us for the movie.

Me and Farrah yesterday are super CRAZY!

acting like she is my sister and im her lil bro.

hahha.

we had fun right with our 2 gays uncle.

hope our parents are happy in heaven.

and!!!

semalam aku asyik di kenakan oleh Brotherhood je.

WTF!

nasib baiklah aku ni penyabar.

and Mat drive from damansara to shah alam macam rolercoster.

WOW!

P/S: need to study for final exam! GO ENDY1

Thanks to Rahmat!

2009-09-08T20:41:00.002+08:00

hey peeps!

lama tak bersua muka kan.

been busy with my life.

doing what?

i also dont know.

just feel too lazy to update the blog.

well.well.

sudah brape hari aku puasa?

lost count.

this year puasa is diffrent,

weekdays at kolej,

and weekends and home.

dah 2 weeks and the half dah begitu.

but feel happy.

buka puasa dengan kawan, and parents on weekends.

it is fun though.

hee. so what happen today?

Forum Bel313 is on without the Zoo.

get it "zoo"?!!

HAHHAHAHAHAHA.

FREAKING WASTED TODAY!

Baem and Dean tembak aku bertubi-tubi.

and i am speechless.

WTH?!!!

but aku still berjuang hingga ketitisan nafas terakhir.

Hangout dekat Library sangat membosankan. seriously,

it just me and me and me and me and me......

LOL.

Class CSC134.

wow!

macam kucing dan anjing!

i pick the cat, maryam u can be the nasty bull-dog!

wakakaka.

Best kot merapu today.

with everyone.

i bet everyone is so pissed off.

well u know me, or u dont.

tak kisah lah, asalkan aku bahagia.

Today buka puasa with Agong!

whats up with that?

aku macam berbelah bagi, nak pergi ke tak.

since Rahmat and Shahrul pergi, then aku pun membontoti jela.

it was like freaking stupid!

Agong duduk dalam dewan, and we the student outside the dewan.

bloody hell.

aku datang nak jumpa Agong.

Tengku Mizan adalah sultan yang sanagt hebat.

to me lah.

because he is so young, and can be the Agong.

sooo lucky.

wish i can be like him.

dream out!

so time buke puasa.

diberi karipap, kueh dan sirap!

apakah ini?

kenyang gila!

then mintalah makanan!

Mak Kiah Ronggeng tu kata: Tak boleh dik! kena semayang maghrib dulu, then baru boleh ambil makanan.

Aku dah macam lapar semua!

end up pergi Cafe Perindu dengan Mat,Shahrul and Ipin.

the most funniest thing happen is when ipin said,

Ipin: "EH! Univeristi Coh Kai Ting tu mahal kan?!"

we all: "Coh Kai Ting???!!"

Ipin: Ala yang banyak orang ambil seni and multimedia tu".

We all: Lim Kok Wing la!

HAHAHAHA.

bodoh ke tak tu?

p/s: friday plan nak pegi buka puasa with brotherhood at The Apartment, The Curve.

well as usual. Jambu is not going to join us. so sad kan! dia selalu tak da, ada macam2 hal, then salah kan kita orang pula! sepak kau baru tahu.

Dalam dilemma!

Sabtu ni nak pergi Reunion TSTM Klcc or Rumah Mak Ngah!??

susahnya nak pilih!

One Fine Day!

2009-09-03T23:38:00.004+08:00

well.

how shall i start.

hurmm..

i'm happy today.

feeling good.

because of my simple little mistake that i dont notice.

BAMMMMM!

i can see all of my friend true colour.

-the one that is being understanding

-the one that is too selfish thinking about him/her self.

-the one that make me feel akward

-the one that really feel sorry for me

-the one who is wanting to do something so that my "friend" will feel better

well that is life right.

not all people is being understanding.

and i can say this is my mistake.

what am i thinking?

Brotherhood, thanks.

walaupun korang nak bla and pergi tempat lain untuk buat semua "kawan" aku rasa senang dan meringinkan beban aku. tapi aku tak kan halau korang. dah la nak buka puasa. tak kan aku nak bagi korang pergi cari tempat buka puasa kat tempat lain. aku tak KEJAM.

OH!

dan situasi begini lah yang betul&syp2; membuka mata aku. at least i know who is the real friend and who is not.

Baem : kau abang yang sumpah memang bertoleransi. thank you so much.

Niesah,Maryam dan Fatin: thanks sebab memahami situasi i. and i tak ambil hati pun dengan apa yang jadi today. di luar dugaan semuannya.

well.

if im being selfish today, its not going to help at all. the situation will get more worse. thank GOD.

and by now, i realise.

friendship are still suck!

i love u natt!

the one and only bestfriend that i can trust.

the one who always think about me.

p/s: aku manusia biasa juga. tak sempurna. mungkin aku bodoh. mungkin english aku tak hebat. mungkin result test aku tak gempak. mungkin aku tak kaya. mungkin aku hodoh. mungkin aku perlukan orang untuk membantu aku buat assignment. tapi aku bukan jenis manusia yang pandang rendah akan orang lain dan menjatuhkan maruah orang lain di khalayak ramai.

Its NOT a secret anymore

2009-09-01T21:44:00.002+08:00

Hari ni buka puasa dengan Sis piqa and my own sister.

at Seksyen 7. kedai yang patut nak pergi mkn this thursday dengan classmate.

GUYS! it taste like shit! yeahhhh!

so we are going to "Amin Thai".

then pergi SACC MALL.

lepak² (tak pergi terawih)

ahahahha.

beli kek sebab kempunan nak makan sangat.

(Mia tak tunai kan janji dia lagi)

okey.

here is the problem.

there are 3 person in my life now.

1. the person that i dont really love but make me feel comfortable

2. the person that told me she love me but i dont really know her. (like raelly² know her)

3. still in love my ex, and i know she is in love with her ex.

in dilemma.

Natt as me to reject all 3 of them.

but.

haishh!

THERE IS NO "BUT"

Life is just to hard right?

i still remember my first real love.

it is wonderful.

i miss the sweet memories.

can i rewind everything?

please.please.please.

p/s: nak duduk dalam bilik gelap bnyk lampu liplapliplap dan lagu kuat gila.

jadi boleh ronggeng sampai ke pagi.

(bulan puasa tak baik kena tunggu after puasa)

Kuala Pilah. Nogorie?!!!

2009-09-01T00:06:00.002+08:00

shit!

where have i been for 3 days????

ohhh.

KAMPUNG!

sumpah aku benci kampung!

adui.

dekat sini nak bagi statement:

saya tak suka kampung saya di negeri sembilan.

sebab semuannya sangat mem BOSAN kan hidup!

apa yang boleh buat di kampung ku?

oh.

1. pegang phone 24jam. Message.

2. baca buku cerita.

3. tengok tv 1,2 dan 3 dalam keadaan yang blur! ( bodoh punys screen tv!)

inilah apa yang aku buat selama 18 tahun aku di kampung!

MATI kot!

kalau aku PM, aku akan cadangkan "Village should be abolished!"

boleh tak Mia? Timbalan Perdana Menteri?

ahahahha.

p/s: sekarang tengah cari info untuk forum bel313 forum!

The Fact is...

2009-08-26T16:53:00.002+08:00

oh! sumpah semakin hari aku semakin malas.

LAZY ASS. ASS FACE*phat call me this*

hahahhaha.

dalam otak fikir nak rilex je.

habis!

ni mesti dah terbawa-bawa sikap time sakit hari tu.

kerja asyik nak tido je.

hurrmmm.

so sekarang ni aku kena try to study rajin² macam dulu.

because im not smart, i have to work hard to archieve something!

yes!

"USAHA TANGGA KEJAYAAN

oh Mia.

Thanks for helping me.

walaupun tak ikhlas, sebab minta repay balik jasa tu.

ahahah.

yes i will.

2 wishes.

tapi kena lah realistic sikit okey.

and jgn la minta mahal² sangat.

saya ni dah la anak orang miskin.

layak masuk bersamaMU.

p/s: puasa kat UiTM x seindah rupa!

ahhaha. kalau beli kat Perindu!

1st day puasa at UiTM

2009-08-24T20:10:00.002+08:00

WAH!

otak aku sumpah sakit.

and tak cukup tido!

tido lambat sebab nak siap kan vocab book!

then after sahur(roti and milo je) tak tidur,

study for MTC038.

baam!

class puan nur ezan cancel!

what the heck!!!!

ni yang nak naik marah!

shit!

penatlah!

then pergi Library lepak dengan Mia!

today sumpah dalm class aku HYPER ACTIVE.

hyper sangat ke??

i dont know why.

but otak maikn rasa lembab!

so kena start rajin kan otak!

yela, time sakit hari tu kerja makan and tido je.

ARGHHHH!

patutnya buka puasa dekat luar.

tapi semua macam tak ada.

Jambu pun still kat Kedah!

Shahrul pergi Sacc Mall nak beli barang!

so aku bukak puasa dekat bilik!

dengan Mat,Semut and Agama.

makanan?

beli kat perindu jelah!

hahaha.

aku makan nasi Ambang!

tak sedap!

2 bintang je aku bagi!

ohh mann.

Mama hantar makan boleh?!

hee.

now!

nak siapkan BEL313.

and study MTC038 lagi!

p/s: perut still sakit!

TIDAKKK!!!

1st day of puasa

2009-08-22T20:15:00.002+08:00

oh.

i woke up at 1pm.

can u imagine?

dah la puasa, then bangun lambat.

haihhh..

"Mama! kenapa tak kejutkan tadi?"i ask mama.

"dah tu, mama tengok awak tidur sedap sangat, mama tak nak lah kejutkan",mama jawab.

arghhh!!

tak munasabah langsungkan?

but what to do.

kalau orang sakit memang selalu dapat layanan istimewa.

HAHAHAHHA.

apa aku buat hari ni?

1) try nak siapkan vocab book mtc012 (baru buat 30 word)

2) tengok cerita "boys before flower".

3) megadap internet nak cari isi untuk forum bel313

4) pikir macam mana nak susun ayat untuk assgmnt bel313

5) pergi pasar juadah dengan Mama, Papa and Hanie.

wahhh! Hanie! ahahhaha. my own brand of laughing gas. MISS U A LOT!

P/S: target puasa: kumpul pahala! and bagi kurus sikit perut yang dah buncit ni!

Whats wrong with this world??

2009-08-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

aku benci gila bila jatuh sakit.

tidakkk!!!!!!

kali kedua aku jatuh sakit dalam 2 minggu ni.

macam bodoh je.

kali ni, sakit sebab disyaki H1N1.

hahahaha.

agak bodoh bunyi nye kan,

bila pergi hospital buat saringan H1N1,

YES!

demam panas biasa je.

ahahhaha.

HAPPY la aku!

wait! wait! wait!

sekarang persoalannya!

yang membuat kan aku pening kepala.

bagaimanakah seseorang itu boleh jatuh cinta dengan:

1) orang yang kenal dekat myspace

2)orang yang kau tak pernah jumpa

pelik kan?!!!!!!

sumpah ni adalah masalh tahap gaban!

at least bagilah jumpa satu kali,

barulah bagi tahu "saya suka awak"

tapi ni tak pernah jumpa, tak kenal hati budi lagi,

terus nak cakap "i love you".

sumpah rasa nak bagi penumbuk je!

PERGILAH MAMPOS!

benci gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

p/s: nak mati dah ni!

buat assgmnt sambil hingus meleleh keluar.

MTV ROCK!

2009-08-17T00:07:00.003+08:00

15 August 2009, Saturday

The day that we have been waiting for!

Its the MTV WORLD STAGE!

hahahaha.

So that morning i have this bengkel "Learning the Law".

dekat faculty.

pergilah sana. pagi tu actually aku message Baem nak pergi dengan dia.

tapi Mat and Jambu ada sekali.

jadi pergilah sekali dengan dia orang.

at the end Baem bukan pergi PONTENG!

Sumpah macam cilake panas masa tunggu dekat Faculty.

lepak kat tepi tangga,

dan buat kerja bodoh seperti ini:

*2 beruk tengah menyibok(actually Mia yang beruk) ;p*

*where is the other brotherhood??*

duduk dengar ceramah until 1pm.

then terus bla!

MTV here we go!

Going to meet up with Shahrul and his gf at sunway,

Farrah and Phat at Sunway too.

Jambu are going with Miley.

and as usual im going with Mat.

we arrived at Sunway Pyramid around 2.45pm.

janji semua nak meet up at 3pm!

then meet up with Farrah and phat dulu.

lunch at Subway.

try to reach Jambu and Shahrul.

Jambu kereta rosak( kereta Mersz pun boleh rosak??)

Shahrul cant reach! tiada dalam perkhidmatan!?

Then teringat yang Deanna is going to Mtv too.

so message.

and we meet up at KFC.

shit! shit! shit!

ramai gila.

ada Deanna, Krol, Bie, Faqih and Fatin - and her NEW bf.

they look happy.

so what? Bak kata semuat "PERGILAH MAMPOS"

sumpah! lepas gila rindu dapat jumpa Deanna and Krol!

the one of the best people to lepak with.

Kami ber4 (Me,Mat,Phat and Farrah)

habis pusing Sunway Pyramid!

sebab boring nak tunggu yang lagi 2 brotherhood nak sampai.

Last² penat jalan, duduk lah kat kerusi yang disediakan kat tepi kaki² lima.

*muka ceria tunggu Jambu and Miley*

*Malaysian 1km from you*

Masa pusing Sunway tu aku jumpa:

1) Balqis qistina!

2) Tyka Si budak kecik

3) Wan Khairul and Rose

4) Raja Zaki ( aku panggil, tapi dia pandan je aku. macam sial)

5) my old customer kat Topman dulu

6) KK

7) Nicole

8) some people yang aku tak kenal, tapi tegur aku.

dan lain² lah. jenuh la aku nak list up semua orang.

and Jambu sampai around 5.50pm!

WTF! memang lah kau kawan sejati.

kita orang semua memamg suka tunggu kau!

Masa nak masuk Sunway Lagoon for MTV.

ada spot check beg.

and they said "Profesional Camera are not allowed"

OH CRAP!

so we all had to go back up at the Parking lot to simpan the camera.

DAMN!

membazir masa mak bapak aku betul lah!

then akhirnya dapt juga masuk!

wahooo!

so going to party like a ROCKSTAR!

*Muka bangga semua dah dapat masuk*

terus ke STAGE!!!!!

tak sabar.

bila sampai je Estranged dah start main.

and semua kecewa!

because there is no WATER!

we want to get wetttt!

The girls are dissapointed because they cant show the world their bikini's!

HAHAHHAHAHHA.

*we are like so far far away, but still can enjoy it*

*the happy face or SHIT face?*

after a while, hujan terun dengan begitu romantik sekali.

WTF!

nasib baik they provide with Rain Coat.

ahahaha.

*its raining baby!*

*we are like super freak!*

* ASS face( Phat give the name to me)*

all the way of the perfomance.

we are dancing like SUPER FREAK.

OH! im in love with all of you guys!

* my crime partner for the day*

Hey Miley! why are you not dancing?

SHAKE IT, SHAKE IT!

the respond she give to me is this:

*the crap crap crappy crap face*

AHHAHA.

but after a while!

wow!

she move like a PRO!

"SMACK THAT, GET ON THE FLOOR"

"SMACK THAT, GIVE ME SOME MORE"

nice having you with us Miley!

we are so going to be Besttttt BUDDY!

HAHA. (i still want my Starbucks)

then ada break like 10mins.

so kita orang lepak je dan buat lawak bodoh²

*everyone were like exausted*

after All American Reject perform kita orang bla!

sebab LAPAR!

pergi lah makan kan!

BIDARA mari!

oh! Shahrul tak pergi Mtv because ada masalah sikit, tak boleh bagi tahu!

rahsia Brotherhood.

hahaha.

but we meet up at Bidara.

and the day end up sleeping at Shahrul place.

Kawasan rumah kau memang menakut kan.

Couple of the day:

*Bahagia dia orang, sebab tak ada "MULUT JAHAT" nak buat cerita*

i bet if Ferman and Adad ada sekali, lagi GEMPAK!

pastilah! and Azim with Bontus, haha. they dance like Superstar!

maybe next time guys.

*before we leave Sunway*

*Shahrul with his guitar at his house*

p/s: Gambar Rahmat banyak tak ada because dia yang ambil gambar semua orang! Thanks Mat!

oh! kepada mulut² jahat semua, tolong jagalah mulut anda yang jahat lagi busuk. No Gossip please. Mine your own business okey! if not...

*we are going to look at you like this and say : "Hey freak! what are you looking at? Fuck Off!"

Kindergarten

2009-08-13T17:49:00.005+08:00

i am playing lazy today.

Hahaha.

woke up late.

not that late.

but late than usual la kan.

even class Mrs.G pun usualy datang awal.

tapi today lambat.

PELIK kan.

Satu clas pun today aku tak focus.

Main-main.

assignment berlambak gila.

satu benda tak buat lagi.

yang paling merungsingkan adalah BEL313.

SUSAH!

semut tolong eh nanti.

Terima Kasih!

Class Mrs.G tadi kelakar gila.

*Team work!*

its funny la!

dah masuk university, tapi tengok lah perangai semua orang.

p/s: semalam ada tangkap gambar dengan Brotherhood dekat bilik bacaan.

ohh!!!

2009-08-13T02:30:00.002+08:00

Niesah tangkap gambar aku today! hahaha. bodoh gila. time ni dah lunch hour. sebab tunggu Jambu punya pasal 30 minute. So buat lah benda² bodoh.

Jom list up out fit from top to bottom.

Hair: Mowhock style yang sekarang dah jadi mcm elvis presly cost Rm25

Cloth:

Kemeja TC topman = Rm156 ( pakai Ray punya staff purchase, dapat 30%)
Jaket Cardigan Zang Toi = Rm 243 ( bought it on sale 50%)
Topman Slack Slim Trousers = Rm186 ( bought it time staff sale, so got it like really afordable price)
Cookies White Dots Shoes = Rm123
Belt Motel Arizona Topman = Rm23

see! you dont need to but cloth that is expensive. bought it with an affordable price. make sure berpatutan la kan! and disini saya bagi tahu semua! saya tak kaya. SEDERHANA je.

p/s: ada masalah jiwa sekarang. berkenaan dengan semua benda!

What a day

2009-08-12T18:59:00.002+08:00

So this is my 1st day at class.
after spending 2 days sakit!

pagi tadi pergi breakfast with Mia.
and it is like ribun taufan.
LOL.
padahal hujan biasa je.

Mia punya payung tak guna!
dah nazak!
hahahaha.
First class dekat Library PTAR2.

buat tour dekat dalm library.
and belajar macam mana nak cari Law Reference book.
then kena cari law case.

Aku pilih case "susie teoh".
wahaha.
MLJ 1990.

COOL CASE.

Freaking exausted!

2009-08-11T11:43:00.002+08:00

Cerita donggengku:

hey guys!
its been like 2 days im not posting my blog.
im like super sick!

ass!!!!
kena diarrea,
WTF!!!

dehydration sekali.
so kena drip water dalam badan.
ohhh!!! sangat best,
kena injection yang banayk dekat tangan.
AWSOME!

hahaha.
tapi macam sial.
i miss going to class.
rasa bersalah sebab tak dapat pergi class MTC012.

nak study!!
why GOD!
WHY????!!!!!!!!!!!

dah la banyak gila assignment tak buat lagi.
and now dah ada dekat rumah.
nak siapkan kerja,
tapi malas gila nak buat.

;(

oh! macam² aku miss.
tak dapat sambut birthday Mat.
Tak dapat tengok markah test MTC012.
Tak dapat pergi class.
Tak dapat buat Forum!

sob.sob.
agak menyedih kan lah.
so now kena rest dekat rumah.
i still got 2 more days of MC.
but if today dah elok.
im going back to UiTM!
YEAHHH BABEH!

harap² papa bagi balik UiTm.
kalau ikutkan papa,
suruh duduk rumah 1 week.

oh! NO!
aku nak study la.
lagi 5 weeks dah nak habis semester.

kenalah start berusaha ketahap maximum!
ohhhh.

okey! now nak pergi tidur!

p/s: aku rindu UiTM!
hahahahaha.

yeahh to DAMIA!

2009-08-09T11:32:00.003+08:00

Congrats Mia!
you WIN!
thats a big WOW.
hahahahahaha.

and sorry i cant make it.
im like totally screw up that morning!

so cerita nya begini,
on the Friday night tu i pergi tengok mid-night movie.
dekat curve!
G.I JOE! fuckingtastic!
wow!
the movie rocks my world.

that is not the problem.
the probelm is,
the movie finish at 3.45am.
and balik Shah alam sampai around 4am.

so menepek lah dekat McD.
ramai gila orang.,
nak tido pun segan.
nasib baik on the phone with Natt.

so pukul 6am balik UiTM.
dengan mata dah tak tahan nak tido.
aku masuk bilik.
and bilik unlock the door.
pintu still kunci.
i was lik WTF!
pahal tak nak bukak pintu.

then aku teringat,
tak kan lah room mate aku tidur bilik kot.
tak pernah² dia tidur bilik,
tiba² tidur,
agak pelik lah juga.

then aku jerit lah nama dia.
then dia bukak pintu bilik!
and i was like super shocked!
sebab ada 3 orang yang aku tak kenal tidur dalam bilik aku.

WHAT THE HELL!
aku dah la penat and nak tidur.
and nak bangun awal tengok Mia main ping pong.
masalahnya: katil aku orang yang aku tak kenali tidur atasnya!

aku dengan perasaan yang dah megantuk!
terus ambil selimut(nasib baik selimut aku tebal 8inci)
pergi bilik Mat.
tidur!

and Mia call tanya nak ikut tak.
but SORRY!
i macam nak mati kat dalm bilik tu.
MEGANTOK GILA!

so i cheer untuk you dalam mimpi je.
tapi you menang juga.
so THANKS to me. ;p
HAHAHAHAHA.

by the way,
best gila lepak dengan u guys.
Farrah,Mat and Shahrul.
and lepak dekat RASTA sangat tidak kering gusi.

TIIIRU(ada cerita disebailk word ni)

p/s: aku tengah sakit perut gila ni. NAK mati! kejap lagi ada weeding sedara!

Life is weird

2009-08-07T17:31:00.003+08:00

hey guys.
have you ever fall for a person,
but that person is not your type.

i mean like,
u must have your dream girl or boy.
but suddenly, u fall for someone that is out of your dream box.

thats what happen to me now.
i like this person,
and i know that person is not what i've been imagine that im going to fall for.
HAHAHAHA.

life is just sooo WRONG!!
but i think this is only a temperory feelings.
yes! i bet it is.
and i HOPE so it is.

ARGHHHH!!!
im so hating this feeling.

p/s: im not going home today. Hope i can see Damia play tomorrow.
incase i miss it, "GO DAMIA!"

Glanvillie Williams

2009-08-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

today i start my day with 3 hours of sleep.
and why is that?
last night i was searching for Bel313 article for assignment 2.
its quite frustrating actually.
because the article that i found is not that SUPERB
so the topic i choose is "Prostitution should be Legal"
ahahaahha.

Nida is doing the same topic to.
but she oppose the topic.

NIDA: kita exchange information ye Endy.

ENDY: yelaaa NIDA.

Class MTC016 sangat best!
hahahahahahaha.
Presentation, tak boleh guna projector.
so semua kena duduk depan²
and the presentation by Hakim and Pi'ie sangat best.
FUN! FUN!

Lunch paling bodoh.
dekat PERINDU.

ada budak perindu pakai baju sama dengan aku!
ahahaha.
aku tak malu pun, dah biasa kot macam tu.
NORMAL lah kan.

Class Mrs.George today tak best macam selalu.
and hari ni makin meluat tengok muka budak tu.
i mean like, "every second kena tengok muka dia"
BORING!!!!

after class pergi Bangi Kopitiam with Mat.
dia lapar! nak makan.

PULUT KAYA tak ada.
kecewa gila aku!
bodoh punye Shah Alam.
dekat KL gak Bangi Kopitiam gak sedap!

Malam pergi mesyurat kelab dalam kolej kenanga.
sebab kena ikut Shahrul punya pasal,
masuk lah kelab "Seni dan Kebudayaan".
Jambu and Mat tak ad.
tinggal lah 2 brotherhood je.
LOL.
after habis meeting yang sanagt boring tu.
nak pergi tengok Baem main SAF.
but singgah DC dulu.
Shahrul nak makan.
and Mat dah balik from his Swimming class,
so he fetch us at the Perindu Bus stop.
after makan semua, pergi Pusat Sukan.

Jumpa Baem.
and dia dah menang.
Menang besar babe!
hahaha.
kau hebatlah!
;p

Let me officially introduce the brotherhood today:

Endy Kamal, Farez Rusman, Rahmat, Shahrul Akmal

p/s: tomorrow balik KL! natt nanti jumpa kau! RINDU!
haahaha

Critical!!!

2009-08-05T23:24:00.003+08:00

shit!!
aku still tak dapat cari article for BEL313 2nd assignment.
;(
sumpah macam stress gila!
most of my classmate dah nak siap buat assignment.

kecewa!!!
Mama tolong.
kalau mama ada mseti mama tolong carikan.
hahahah ;p

love mama!
memang aku anak mak!
jadi? ada masalah ke?

p/s: sumpah aku nak mati ni cari article!

feel bad about myself

2009-08-05T20:18:00.003+08:00

today hidup aku penuh dengan kena hujan je. damn!
i hate rain.
eh! no. i dont.
i love it.
it just that,
i hate it because im like going to the class, and its rain.
so its uncomfortable for me.

today like one of my friend tegur aku,
aku macam tersentap juga lah.
agak pedas.
but at least dia terus terang.
tapi pedih gila hati aku.
and dua kali pula aku kena dalam 1 hari.
but that is life.
what can i do about it la kan.

dalam class Mr.Chy today sumpah ngantok tahap gaban!
yang pasti 1/3 dari class semua tido.
HAHAHAHA.
sorry Mr.Choy.

after class pergi SACC MALL.
pergi makan je.
dekat Noddle Station.
to be honest!
tak sedap langsung!
hahahahahaha.

p/s: MIA! i still want my cake!

Perempuan yang perasan dia BAIK!

2009-08-04T18:32:00.006+08:00

8.30am
Mr.Choy class.
seriously i dont understand this class.
hiasshh.
every single thing that came out from his mouth,
i just nodded like i understand it,
but the fact is satu patah haram pun aku tak faham.
lol.

maybe i should try to read the Critical Thinking book kot.

but the best part is.
oh! Mr.Choy buat lawak sangat menjadi.
sumpah kelakar gila.
lagi² bila dia goyangkan pinggang.

Class MTC012,
okeylah.
i love Puan Nor Ezan.
in the way of student and teacher la.
kena bagi tahu terus terang kat sini.
nanti ada mulut jahat kat faculty tu dia buat cerita.
dia ajar, aku sangat suka.
faham!
tapi bila balik aku boleh terlupa.
;p

tapi tadi macam agak terkurang hajar sikit dengan dia.
aku tertundng jari dekat depan dia.
MAAF puan.

class habis habis awal gila.
around 11.50am kot.
so aku lepak dalam class dengan Awin and Miley la.
sebab nak tunggu Jambu si kawan sejati kononnye.
LOL.

ZzZzzZZZZ................
BORING la today!
tak ada benda intresting pun!
but yang tak boleh bla.
after makan dekat perindu.
balik lah bilik.
pastu, aku macam baca news paper.
duduk atas lantai and paper atas katil.
and the next thing i know,
"aku terkejut dengan bunyi phone"
(aku tertido dengan posisi yang sangat kelakar)

Mia call.
tanya soalan paling PANDAI dalam dunia.
"Arif, lepas ni class apa?"
tak hafal jadual lagi ke MIA?
aiyak!

but nasib baik Mia call.
kalau tak aku mesti terlajak tido.
that time dah pukul 1.50pm.

pergilah class!
CSC134 kat lab.
aku macam bazir masa je.
lecture MC.
so class cancel la kan.
SHIT!

conclusion nya today dalm class tangkap gambar dengan Mia.
ape entah demam dia.
aku ikut je.
sebab malas nak fikir.

*kelakar gila*

oh! by the way guys,
aku ada this one habit!
tak suka gila pakai socks bila pakai kasut.
but aku akan pakai bila nak bersukan je.
kalau pergi jalan² or ke class.
aku tak pakai lah!
and kaki aku tak busuk dah suci lah ngok!
aku tak adalah bodoh!

sebab tu aku pakai ni.

No HONG KONG FEET for me ;p

p/s; Fatin! get well soon.

and tajuk blog tak kena mengena dengan blog!
ahahah

Tag from Natt Khan

2009-08-04T18:32:00.005+08:00

10 FAVORITE MOVIES;

-Twilight
-Harry Potter
-The Proposal
-STEP UP
-HONEY
-ERAGON
-NARNIA
-JAMES BOND
-PENOLOPE
-Angus, Thong and the SNOGGING

9 FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS;

-BIG BANG
-Micheal Jackson
-Couple
-Paramore
-Bunkface
-NELL
-SECONDHAND SERENEDE
-Rascal Flatts
-Lady GaGa

8 THINGS YOU LOVE;

-Food
-Money
-Dancing
-Live gig
-My handphone
-Family
-Friends
-Photography

7 THINGS YOU HATE;

-Pressure and stress
-annoying people
-busybody selfless bitch
-back stabber
-Clown (fuck you!)
-traffic jam
-big fat ass loser! yang tak reti² nak bla! kau annoying la bodoh! pahal asyik ikut aku je.

6 FAVORITE TV SHOW;

-The O.C
-Gossip Girl
- SUPERNATURAL
-America Next Top Model (OH! PALING BEST TIME BIKIN PHOTOSHOOT)
-GREY ANOTHONY
-GHOST WHISPER

5 FAVORITE FOODS;

- mama masak
-nenek masak
-dome ( fish and chips)
- chillis ( steak, lagi sedap dari TGI sekarang)
- cozy coner ( oh! semua sedap)

4 ACTIVITIES;

-Eat
-social
-adventure
-shopping la weiyh!

3 CLOSE FRIENDS;

-Natt Zainal
-Zazlyn Aziz
-The brotherhood

2 PEOPLE YOU'D LIKE TO MEET;

- skinny tall girl with braces
- still in love with my ex (tapi dia dah lari dengan ex dia) ahahha

1 THING YOU WANT;

- success in my life

i tag;
- whoever. who cares.

RIOT!

2009-08-03T18:11:00.000+08:00

today is the MTC012 test.
well it was okey i guess.
i din't answer 2 questin.
actually i and the half question.
Stupid BANJAMIN NATHAN CARDOZO!
why it has to be you?!!!
why cant it be HOBBES or SIR JOHN AUSTIN!
SHIT!
hate you!

LOL.
mental break down!

but i hope i got more than 18marks.
nak mampus dapat lower than that?!
Mama sorry hancur kan harapan,
dah cuba sedaya upaya untuk buat.
sekarang doa jela.
bertawakal.

konsep tawakal = berusaha+doa=tawakal.
ahahah. Agama Islam form 5.

ohh! cakap pasal agama.
Pagi tadi bangun pagi,
nak kejut jambu!
lepas tu bukak pintu dia, tengok dia tengah sembahyang SUBUH.
sumpah rasa insaf oh.
aku terus masuk bilik air,
mandi and semayang subuh.

Sometimes other people make us realize of something.

okey back to the story!

Class CSC134 terbakar!
bilik 107/108 cempaka 2!

yeaahh!
tak ada class.
ahaha.
bodoh je.
actually plug rosak.
so bila pasang laptop and projector mengeluar kan asap.
yang berbau sangat busuk!

oh! Mia beli phone baru.
show off! ;p
and its pink,
sangat tak jantan!

makan at menara today!
and and and...
guess what!
i saw PENYU!
oh! tidak.
budak sekolah aku.
macam mana dia boleh tersesat dekat sini?
pelik.pelik.
but aku buat² tak nampak dia je.
buat ape nak tegur dia.
im not a big fan of her.

class Bel260 lagi satu.
boring tahap gaban!
aiyak,
kenapalah hidup makin boring!
ingatkan makin ceria.

oh! jumpa kakak HOT today.
padahl hari² nampak perempuan hot.
tapi dia buakn type aku.
;p

sekarang dalam bilik,
depan laptop.
apa yang aku nak buat je.
malam nanti nak lepak DC lah.
dah lama tak lepak sana.
BROTHERHOOD!
JOM KE DC!

Kawan lupa kawan

2009-08-02T18:32:00.006+08:00

ini tak boleh diterima!
mana boleh kawan lupa kawan!
shit kau Jambu!

kawan kena berkongsi informasi!
once again "tak guna punya jambu"
i just find out yang En. Jambu bersama Miley Cyrus(Cik Tot)!

*tengok! dia orang senyum kat aku, sebab aku macam orang bodoh tak tahu pape*

ahahahah.
SWEET SANGAT.
im happy for my friend.
BOTH OF YOU.

dah tu dua² aku rapat kat faculty.
classmate aku selalu tanya kenapa aku rapat sangat dengan dia orang,
sebab dua² Pakcik and Makcik tu kawan aku!
friends look out for each other.

so for me, friends is everything.
im the kind of guy that really appreciate freindship.
like one of my friend said to me "kawan dibawa sampai ke kubur".
HAHHAHAHA,

So i know u both dah melalui macam² "dugaan" before this kan.

and now there is nothing u guys have to worried about.

oh! anyone please dont mess around with my friend. u will pay for it!
the brotherhood will stick together! and make u suffer. A LOT!

one more thing, kepada orang yang mulut macam bontot ayam yang pernah buat gossip kat satu campus kata Jambu hanya mempermainkan Miley Cyrus, fuck off! kau ingat kau bagus sangat! kau tak tahu apa² cerita, PERGILAH MAMPOS! kau ingat kau bagus sangat?! kau tu macam apa? Taik lembu yang dah kering lagi keras kat tepi sawah! tu je umpa yang layak untuk kau! kau buat cerita pasal orang lain sebab apa? oh! aku tahu, sebab hidup kau macam fucktart kan? kau boring sama hidup kau, jadi kau menyibok lah pasal hidup orang.

p/s: sorry kepada orang yang berfikiran suci lagi murni terpaksa tengok aku melepaskan perasaan. aku sanagt marah kalau orang lain buat jahat kat kawan aku.
heee.

MTV Asia Award

2009-08-02T10:55:00.003+08:00

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
i want to go.
tapi Papa macam nak tak nak je bagi.
sebab dia kata on 15Aug maybe ada plan lain.
OHHHH NO!!

But i dont care!
im going!

HAHAHAHAHA.

can papa?
PLEASEEEE......

Thanks to Miley and Jambu.
Dapat kan tiket for me.
kawan terbaik!!!!

p/s: hey! my life is going to be sucks! if kau yang baca ni, menyibok sebarkan gossip pasal aku! kau dengan family kau. dari keturunan entah papelah nak menyibok je.

Going to kill myself soon

2009-08-01T15:55:00.003+08:00

ohh!
TIDAK!
bodoh punya demonstrasi.
semua plan for today kena cancel!
shit!
Parents aku tak bagi keluar.
;(

ala.
demonstrasi tu jauh kot!
dekat jalan kuching!
bukan nya kat shopping mall.
nak keluar! now! now!

boleh tak mama?
HELL NO!

*kecewa*

sumpah bosan nak mampos!
i should read MTC012.
start study for monday test.
tapi agak kemalasan.
sebab baca tak faham!

p/s: kalau Monday tak datang class, thats mean aku dah mati bunuh diri, sebab bosan duduk rumah hari ni!

Fun Night

2009-07-31T21:28:00.004+08:00

31st July 2009

"are you okey endy?"
Niesah and Fatin keep asking me this question pagi tadi.
oh! i know, i look like shit right this morning?
ahahha.
too Exausted.
and i cant focus on the BTN stupid speech.
LOL.
like im going to hear the speech.
screw the speech right!

but, masa time ceramah BTN,
aku dah macam zombie kot.
tertido-tido atas kerusi.
ahaha.

this is all because of last night or morning??
ahahha...

RECAP!
30 July 2009

i woke up and i found myself dalam bilik Mat.
ahahha.
macam manalah aku boleh lupa aku tidur bilik Mat malam tadi.
maybe sebab boring kot.
LOL.

Still waiting for any news about BTN.
but tak ada, lapar punya pasal pergi keluar breakfast.
or Brunch?

dekat Pak li with Mat.
Nasi Ayam Lemon with Mocha!
great combination!
sampai perut aku memulas.
ahah.

after brunch kita orang tak tahu nak buat apa,
the pergi tengok wayang dekat Bukit Tinggi.
Jalan tak la sesak pun.
because its 12pm.

dekat Bukit Tinggi ada TGV!
but tak lah besar sangat pun.
tengok cerita "The Proposal"

masa nak beli tiket,
ada dialog yang bodoh gila dengan adik yang tak berapa nak manis yang jual tiket tu.

Adik tak manis: Nak tengok cerita apa?
Mat: The proposal, 1.45pm
Adik tak Manis: Nak couple seat?
Mat and me: huh? we're not GAY!
Adik tak manis: heee( gelak sambil tahan malu)
Me: stupid gila Mat! dia ingat kita gay! dah la tengok cerita proposal.
Kawan sejawat adik tak manis: ala. tak semestinya couple seat untuk couple. member pun boleh. ahahha

after habis wayang we like balik college. and we miss the first ceramah of Btn.
because ingatkan tak ada.

so we're like, "ahahah. tak ada rezeki"

then get ready!
we are going to Segi College.
Ada party.
Kawan Mat organize.

woooh!
so before party we had dinner at Nasi Lemak Antarabangsa Damansara.
sedap siot! dah lama megidam nasi lemak ni!
ahahah.

so we arrive at Segi around 8pm.
its to early for PARTY!

*at segi lobby*

*waiting for the party to start*

*the dude's*

so we have to wait until like 9pm.
and the Party started.

before that

lets introduce the people that i meet last night, they are super fun!
(disusun megikut siapa yang aku kenal dulu)

1. Farrah
2. Adad
3. Abang player from Sabah(dia junior badminton player for malaysia and lupa nama dia)
4. Ferman (Ferry)
5. Phat
6. Aziem

*Adad and Farrah (the most freaking crazy couple; u guys rock)

So the Shake party START!
and we're dancing like a retard people.
whhot! whooot!
ahaha. semua dance tunjuk skill masing²
and snap! snap! taking picture.

*get crazy people*

* dancing like a rockstar* hahaha

*azeem and abang player* ;p

*farrah and phat*

*Ferman the Mj!*

so we stop dancing around 12am.
the party its a bit dull!
sebab tak ada HOT CHIC!
waaaa.
SEDIH! ;( *SOB*SOB

then the 6 of us (me, Mat, Phat, Ferman, Adad and Farrah)
pergi RASTA.
we drive to cars. Viva and Mini Coper.
lepak²
we talk. and it is hilarious.
im so in love with you guys!
ahha. best la lepak!
they eat, and we shisha
oh! perisa "grape sugus"
sedap! terbaik di ladang!

lepas dah kenyang.
farrah wanted to see "the proposal" at the curve.
aku and mat like, no need la! other movie.
the pergilah the curve.
but! cinema daa tutup.
we all like mati kutu.
it's like 1.30 in the morning and cinema dah tutup!
awal gila!

* on the way to The Curve

then we stand at the lobby and pikir samapai nak mati, nak pergi mana.
semua kekeringan idea.
suddenly
ada this 1 group of PONDAN with 3 guys lalu.
we all like pandang je.
and the look at us to.
one of them kata "cute nya janta tu"
ahahha.
the only cute person in our group is Adad je lah.
ngeng!

so we are like laughing.
then music dekat club tingkat atas kuat gila.
so suddenly aku and Farrah pikir the same thing.
"jom pergi club atas! tengok PONDAN menari"

ahahahah.
bodoh gila!
the club dalam curve tu kecik je.
and th PONDAN's are like dancing and drinking.
then kita orang semua menari!
woohhh!
with the PONDAN's.
sunmpah gaban gila!
but less then 15min we go berambus from the club.

then bincang punya bincang!
semua baru dapat buat decision nak pergi mana next!

we are going to KL!
ahahahah.
so kalau pergi dua kereta tak best la.
we decide to go back to segi and change to Phat car.
besar sikit.
Leonova.
boleh muat 8 orang!
ahaha.
but its just the 6 of us la kan.

to the KL!
Phat drive like ****!
macam naik rolercoster la!
but yang penting,
semua rasa nyawa dah nak melayang.
ngeng!

1st destination!
bukit bintang!
kita orang pusing the whole bukit bintang and all the club!
whoot! whoot!
fun!
sumpah macam orang gila semua.

then we go to Dataran Merdeka.
suddenly feel hungry la kan.
so pergi 7E, walking!
from dataran.
jauh gila,
but bila dah samapai 7E,
tak jadi nak beli.
decide to go for "mengeteh"
what the hell is that?
ahahha.
ayat from Ferman.
it means "pergi minum teh"

*depan 7E at dataran merdeka, from left: Phat,me,Mat,Ferman and Farrah*

we go lah to kedai mamak at Masjid Jamek.
had our supper,
we lepak there.
lama lah juga.
and semua start bercerita.
lawak gila.
heart to heart conversation.

and cerita Phat paling funny!
so around 3.30am kita orang gerak balik to Damansara.
the ride back to damansara very quite,
semua layan perasaan.
and phat!!!
ahahha.
bawak kereta macam ada orang nak beranak dalam kereta.
but i like it.
tapi sangat mencuak kan lah.

from segi everyone balik to their Uni.
sumpak pak guard dekat Segi tu macam pissed off gila dengan kita orang!
mana tak nya.
keluar - masuk - keluar - masuk

LOL.
so me and Mat balik to shah alam.
and it was 4am.
and we cant go inside UiTM.
so we slept at McD.

back to
31st JULY 2009

BANGUN JE!
im sweating like hell!
and it is 6am.
"MAT! jom balik campus"

Sampai ca,pus aku bukak baju seluar semua.
with a boxer terus tido for one hour je!
the Baem buat wake up call.
kena siap!
mahu pergi ceramah BTN!

ohhh. dah lah hujan. best gila kalau dapat tidur.

after degar ceramh Btn semua.
habis!
balik Kl.
jumpa NATT at BB.
we hangout and had lunch at Bistro.
the Safuan,Azmil and Faqqer datang.
so lepak la kejap.
and pusing² Pavillion window shopping.

pastu balik rumah!
and now depan laptop.
kempunan nak online. dah 2 hari tak online.
boleh mati aku!
;p

p/s: the best hangout i ever had. i mean, u guys are rock!

oh and sesiapa yang rasa tak patut baca blog aku,
baik buat² tak baca. and shut the fuck up!
no more gossip please.

HELP ME!!!

2009-07-29T18:14:00.001+08:00

ohh tidak!
penat nya aku baca MTC012.
tapi x ada satu pun masuk otak aku!
why?
why?
tell me why?

dah lagu back street boys la plak.
ahahha.
after maghrib dah nak balik UiTM.

p/s; sorry Kak Ida. susah kan akak je.

Lazy

2009-07-29T11:25:00.002+08:00

oh pagi tadi bangun pukul 7pagi.
then hujan lebat,
ada date breakfast dengan Ara.
Nasib aiklah dia bawa kereta.
so pergi makan semua dekat kedai mamak je!
sedap tosei babe!
lama aku tak makan.

balik rumah.
study kejap and buat notes for mtc012.

pastu Pak Teh pergi Umrah.
so hantar lah dia.

and now?
depan laptop.
kenapa aku tulis blog awal gila?
sebab petang nanti dah balik Uitm.
and aku tak bawa laptop.
sebab mama tak bagi.ila nak tengok muka dia.
dia kata, nnti balik dari BTN dia hantar laptop kat aku.
so aku pun tak kisah sangat.
aku malas giola nak balik kolej.
tapi tak sabar nak balik pun ada jugak.
nak jumpa orang tu.
rindu gila nak tengok muka dia.
aku tergooda!
ahahha.

tu pun kalau jumpalah.
kalau tak esok pagi lah dekat bus stop mawar lah.
arghhh!

life sucks.

oh!
aku dalam proses mengenali someone,
sebab nak lupakan Fatin Farhana.
i hope it works.
;(

p/s: new hair are so going to make evryone freak out!

PATHETIC

2009-07-29T00:10:00.002+08:00

i am so pathetic.
still in love with Fatin Farhana.
and now i know.
the reason she want to broke up with me is because she want to get back together with her Ex.
ohh shit!
that hurt me the most.
seriously.

why cant she tell me the truth.
instead saying that "we" are not working out.
yeah.
maybe that is one of the factor.
im not like her Ex.
yes i am.

and she is bored with me.
i am no fun at all.
thats life i guess.

this is why i hate falling in love.

and to me..
love dose noty exist at all!
true love!
yes.
its bull shit!

the last time i really fall in love is with Refidia.
yea.
she is the best among the best.
i love her.
after we broke up,
all the girl after her is my 4month girl.
means that,
i will couple with them for 4 month only or less.

i know.
im bad.
poor all those girl.
sorry girls, i didnt mean to hurt your feeling.

argghh!
i hate love.
it make me insane.
ohh! i hate this kind of feeling.
u know, like someone in crushing my heart!
Darn you!

and its my fault at the first place,
fallinbg in love with Fatin.
i should never be more than a friend with her.
OH crap!

what should i do now.
GOD help me.

p/s: i cant stop thinking of her!
Mia, i agree with you!
love sucks!

Picture for today

2009-07-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

lihat lah kawan² Natt

Aku, Ara, Nana and Natt. dikelilingi gadis bertiga ni. buat aku cuak!
aku masih teruna!
ahaahah.

Kalaulah member laki yang lain ada, barulah best! dapat buli pompuan 3 orang ni. but akhirnya, aku yang dibuli.
sial je kan.

p/s; ara! kesian kereta kau tadi bercalar

Get your own life!

2009-07-28T20:48:00.004+08:00

Since aku jejak kaki dekat UiTM.
banyak aku dah berubah.
seriously.
aku tak tahu dari mana datang semangat ni.
mungkin Parents aku.

Hidup aku dekat UiTM simple je.
aku tak bergaul sangat dengan orang ramai.
tak ambil kisah pasal orang lain,
dan yang pasti aku buat kerja aku sendiri.

tapi aku tak tahu lah kenapa,
aku tak kacau hidup orang,
and aku tak ambil tahu apa yang terjadi dekat sekeliling aku,
ada orang yang sial sangat buat cerita pasal aku.
gosip sana sini.
kata aku tu, kata aku ni!
hey!
come on la weiyh!
kau tak kenal aku.
and kau nak kata macam² pasal aku.
and aku tak teringin pun nak kawan dengan kau.
fuck off!

please la.
buzz off from my life.
aku tahu lah sebab hidup kau plain and boring!
kau nak menyebok pasal orang.
apa masalah kau?
aku tak kacau hidup kau,
so better kau jangan kacau hidup aku.

sumpah aku penat dengan cerita bodoh yang kau semua orang sebar pasal aku!
apa benda pun aku nak buta,
tak kena mengena dengan kau la sial.
once again, JANGAN KACAU HIDUP AKU!
and member aku!

P/S: kalau kau terasa masa baca ni, memang kau lah orang nya! jangan jadi STALKER la kat blog aku ni.

and ramai gila orang tau blog aku! shit!

Fobia

2009-07-28T18:59:00.003+08:00

aku tak tahu kenapa cuti ni, aku bangun awal tiap² pagi.
pelik betul aku.
yelah. cuba korang bayangkan,
kalau balik weekend selalu aku mesti bangun lambat,
around 11 or 12pm.
but now?
Hormon tak balance kot.
HA HA HA.

pagi tadi pergi Ampang Point.
beli barang untuk bawak pergi kolej.
makanan dan etc lah.
oh! time nak bayar, Baem message.
kata duit tajaan dah masuk.
aku dengan zasssssssssss nya pergi ATM.
tekan! tekan!
baki akaun.
ada Rm1012.
what the fuck?
asal masuk Rm1000 je?
bukan ke total up semua rm 1980?
oh tuhan! TIDAK!

aku dah lah habis kan duit shopping.
and elaun bulan ni kena potong.
shit!
duit dalam bank tinggal Rm500++ je.

arghh!
sumpah cuti ni aku boros!
shopping around RM700.
then keluar semua dah habis duit rm300.
minta mama duit,
mama kata "pergilah mampos!"
ahahaha.
tak adalah dia kata macam tu kan.
but serti dengan nya lah!

aku whatever lah!
starting from next week aku kena jadi orang miskin.
eh! silap. aku memang miskin pun. Bapak aku jual BURGER je.
whatever pun kena berjimat cermat!

Petang tu Natt habis class dia datang rumah aku.
lepak! tengok DVD! semalam pun dia lepak rumah aku.
dia ponteng college.
sial kau!
apa nak jadi ni.
alasan demam tu tak boleh di terima!
HAHAHAHAH.
kita orang tengok DVD cerita love comedy.
suddenly Ara and Nana datang.
aku dah macam.
alamak!
pahal semua Minah² ni datang?
then semua lepak lah rumah aku!
aku je laki dalam rumah tu,
jadi takut lah mana tahu kena rogol ke apa.
;p

Then aku ajak dia orang lepak luar.
kita orang pergi lah McD.
macam² cerita lah keluar.
gelak tak boleh nak kuat je semua.
then jumpa Mak Nash dekat Mcd.
dia dah puji² aku.
"eh! endy makin kurus lah"
aku jawab lah "yeke? terima kasih la".
dalam hati aku "auntie tak nampak ke? makin buncit ni adalah, macam orang minum arak punya perut".

Then Natt ajak lepak Taman TAR.
tengok monyet.
hahahah.
bodoh kan?
pergilah sana.
yang penting.
semua takut monyet.
aku sekali lah.
buakn takut, tapi gelilah! dengan bontot dia yang merah!
eiiii.

sumpah!
aku pernah mimpi kena gigit dengan beruk! tu yang jadi cuak!
LOL.

ga,mbar ada.
tapi malas nak upload lah.
ahahah

p/s: esok malam dah nak kena balik uitm.
pergi BTN.

Not Much to talk about

2009-07-26T11:26:00.003+08:00

Selamat Tiba di Kuala Lumpur kembali.
haahahahhahahaha.

HOME SWEET HOME!
Ayong ambil, then pergi pavillion.
sebab dia kedekut nak mampos,
dia pergi lepak entah kat mana.
aku pergi tengok ICE AGE 3 in 3D.
COOL.
but orang dekat sebelah aku bising nak mampos.
tak reti nak diam ke weiyh?

After movie jumpa Rara and Daniel.
pergi lunch dkt Carls Jr.

later pusing² window shopping.
and stop dekat Topman.
ada this 1 beg.
cool gila.
navy blue.
it cost rm153.
aku dah macam "alamak"!
dah la elaun kena potong ( sebabnya RAHSIA)
dalam poket ada RM400 je.
boleh ke survive?
untuk cutti ni?
ahahha.
then selongkar wallet,
jumpa birthday voucher topman 20 percent!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

REZEKI!
yes! dengan tidak berfikir panjang!
aku terus beli.
melayang duit.
cuti ni nampaknya tak boleh keluar lah.
kena duduk rumah!
study MTC012.
ngeng.
nak test kan.
;p

Malam BBQ dekat rumah cousin.
not that intresting.
yang aku makan.
Ceaser Salad and Potato Chicken Salad.
oh! and Lamb Chop!
SEDAP babe!

p/s: wanted to buy something for someone yesterday.
tapi duit tak mengizinkan.

Tekanan

2009-07-25T11:34:00.000+08:00

aku tak pernah dan tak akan menyalahkan parents aku.
mereka buat semuanya untuk kebaikan anak mereka.
do know the best thing for me.

p/s: i am mama little boy!

Feeling like S.H.I.T

2009-07-24T22:14:00.002+08:00

aku tak tahu kenapa.
aku dah try sedaya upaya untuk jadi paling bagus dalam family aku,
ikut cakap parents aku.
aku always try my best, to be the best.
to get the best.
for everything.

tapi parents aku still macam tak puas hati dengan apa yang aku dapat!
they want more.
aku tak salah kan mereka.
sebab mestilah dia nak lebih dari bagus.
but sometimes, kenapa lah mereka tak boleh rasa happy untuk apa yang aku dapat?

i love my parents.
i will do anything for him.
and i dont care if they want to decide for my life,
as long as they are happy.
im happy.

whatever my dad want me to do,
i will follow what he said.
dia tak nak aku ambil masscom,
dia kata dia nak aku ambil something yang ada future.
aku apply bissness, but dia kata dia tak nak anak dia dua² ambil course yang sama,
then he said something about "pegawai tadbir"
and i knw, thats mean he want me to do that.
eventhough dia tak cakap secara direct.
but i know my dad.
so i took law.
and i will do my best!
untuk berjaya.

BERUSAHA AMIR AFFENDY!

p/s: i cut my hair!
ahaha

Annoying!

2009-07-23T21:13:00.003+08:00

tak tahan siot!
every single day dia makin annyoing!
sticky! too sticky!
ohh please.
make him gone!
MR.choy!
i want to change my wish.

1. Still want to be rich with money(Malaysian Money)
2. Want to pass my Pre Law with flying colour.
3. Make the annoying person disappeared from this world PLEAsE ( see, i say the magic word)

Hope my wish will come true. ;p

So today i saw something "WOW",
ahahah.
see what? see what?
do u want to know?
haahahha.
mine your own business la.

SIBUK JE!
but i like what i saw.
want to see it everyday.
make me feel.
JIWANG-ness. LOL.
Thanks to GOD, because created it.
;) big smile. can you see?

ohh!
Madam George punya class today agak dull.
macam nothing happen.
oh! Mia sanagt Pervert today.
nak mengoda Azrai.
ahahahaha.
flirty little abnormal Mia.
;p

Thanks Mia for today.
Dia bawa kereta hantar aku and Baem pergi beli PIZZA.
the only thing dia sanggup,
sebab dia dapat free pizza.
ahahahha.
sedap tak?
tak sedap pun, comfirm habis kan.

today sangat lah BORING!
Jambu balik kedah, Rahmat balik JB, Shahrul balik PJ!
heyy!
guys!
where is the brother-hood yang korang cakap tu!
tinggal kan aku sorNG&SUP2; KAT KENANGA YANG BORING NI.
;(
SOB.SOB

im so going to go back tomorrow!
after MTC016 class.
yea!

Then, next stop?
TOPMAN KLCC.
Abang FAI!
i want the shoes.
i know u reserve it for me.,
thank you soooooooooooooooo much!
haha.
ni buat aku sayang kau!
by the way, since when aku panggil dia abang?
hahahaaha.

nak shopping?!
kenapa aku kemaruk ni?
kalau aku Metrosexual pun kenapa?
i like fashion.
because it's like my passion ahahahah.
beside law( yeke aku minat law)

bila time sorang² ni, semua benda aku rindu!

Nash!
rindu!
bila nak jumpa ni.
Aku rindu group kita.
ingat tak one time kita practice, until semua sendi² tulang kat dalam badan ni sakit.
sebab nak menang sangat dance competition tu.
but last²
dapat top 15 je.
SEDIH!

Nasuha,
where are u?
lama dah tak lepak dengan you.
tau lah since masuk Malaysia Dream Girl,
u asyik busy je.
and with your A-Level.
i know u wanted to go to Us.
and be with your beloved Nik Irfan.
ahahah

Nasuha with Irfan

the new Nasuha; Farra Nasuha Zulkefli

Ash!
jom lepak. everytime balik Kl, mesti aku ajak lepak,
tapi mesti tak sempat nak lepak dengan kau.
hahaa.
soryy lah dude.
Afiq, kok yoong?
ahh! rindu kawan semua!

ASH

p/s: nak pergi potong rambut!